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The Sigh Of
Things (40)
when asked what did you do
say nothing.
"Twenty."
"An underestimation, surely."
"I blame this on Stefan."
"Such a surprise."
Regret watched the women turn to examine the
revolving dynamic in the room. The kin, having
just accepted his toast, were now drifting from
their places - yearning, no doubt, to share and
compare their impressions of the evening as it
stood. Stavros had broken the table himself,
striding off for a word with poor Gregori and
the more pitiful Lisette, whose delicate pallor
was evincing an unsightly shade of green.
Stefan, as well, had departed the scene to
conference with the staff; a bondsman's
imperative she imagined would harry him
throughout this night. In the absence of the men
the women were left to fend for themselves, and
it was less than unexpected to find Helena
moving in to assume the tactical lead. What was
a shock was the manner in which Laura stepped
forward to meet her - not as acolyte but
fully-fledged partner in the practice of this
intriguing. Treaties had been forged, she saw,
and while she was certain these unwritten pacts
were both nebulous and fleeting, there was no
mistaking the substantive shift of alliance from
the personal to a more familial mode. The
revelation of Laura's Cassadine self, startling
as it was, provided a wealth of explanation for
the mystery of her allure. It also had the
unfortunate effect of leaving Regret the odd
woman out.
"You will take the widow?"
"And you will bring the little one up to speed."
Helena ran a hard eye over Regret and Laura's
came to join it. "A quisling, I think. Send her
over the line." With this the Cassadine
matriarch drew herself straight, caught her
skirt up with a dignified grace and entered into
the fray.
Laura's gaze traveled back to the kin, now
bunching into groups of three and four as they
conferred over their perceptions. "She has
sighted twenty who will stand with us, barring
the sway of a persuasive argument. Needless to
say, twenty is not enough. He claims he can
accommodate thirty against. In Greece he fell at
twenty-one. Do the math, Regret, and you'll see
the size of what we're facing."
Nineteen or more were left to dissuade, but how?
"The number for the secondary game cannot be
accurately determined."
"And so we don't allow for it. Worst case
scenario, Regret. Certainly you're familiar with
those?"
She ignored the jab and opened herself to
instruction. "What would you have me do?"
Laura tipped her head to a man across the room
and offered him a brilliant smile. "You're out
to convince them in any way you can, through
compliment, cajolery or threat, to deliver their
powders to Argos. If all else fails you will
create a motive to draw the dose yourself. I'm
not at all sure you can inspire that kind of
animosity, Regret. Yet it would serve you to
remember that every vote you drink is one less
left to fall into his glass. Surely that must
appeal to your empathetic nature?" The woman's
gaze reached her on its natural circuit of the
crowd, though the look she sent was anything but
cordial.
"I tried to save you."
"Tried and failed," Laura retorted, her glance
moving on. "Once you finish with Stefan you'll
join Argos and his entourage. Helena's right.
You've already made an impression. Use
that."
"Why?" The question just tumbled from her mouth,
her curiosity too keen to deny it voice. "She's
made her plans for you clear. You despise him.
Why would you help them now?"
Regret could see Laura's brow tighten in
response to the question. "This is no longer
about Stavros. It's about Nikolas and what he
deserves. What he must have. What is his.
My son is the Cassadine Prince. It's too late to
change that now. Strip him of the title and I'm
not convinced he'll ever find a way back to
himself." Her eyes hardened with irritation, as
if she realized she'd said too much. "Don't you
have somewhere to be?"
Regret inclined her head and sank to a slight
curtsey, then moved off to take her place and
wait.
"Do you have it?"
Louis' attempt to affect a sudden loss of
hearing lasted as long as it took him to meet
the man's eye. The glare was withering, its
contemptuous chill brooking no dispute. He
scowled and thrust his hand into his pocket,
retrieving the useless box. He consoled himself
with the fact that he gave over nothing of
value. It was a dummy, a mock-up, the housing
for a trigger that had taken up residence
elsewhere. This was a foolish choice, this
little piece of trash, but if it got the man off
his back who was he to complain?
He brought his hand before him and the Count
clasped it in his own, as if in congratulation.
When the grip released the box was gone. "And
the code," said the man, as if this second
disloyalty should somehow naturally follow the
first.
"That I could not get," he averred, moving to
turn away.
A vise of fingers encircled his arm and yanked
him down, making it appear he'd stumbled. The
Count pressed closer as if to assist him in
regaining his balance. "Play a game with me and
I'll send you to the floor on the premise of
dissatisfactory service. You will be the one she
hunts for explanations. And while you're at it,
perhaps you'd like to advance your excuse for
failing to tell your mistress that you'd known
of her captive's cognizance all along."
Louis seethed, his face darkening for a moment
with rage. True or no, Madame would not take
kindly to the possibility that her lover had
kept such a substantial revelation to himself.
The Spencer woman's deceit had infuriated her.
Helena Cassadine would relish nothing more than
the serendipitous emergence of a candidate upon
whom she might levy her blame. His free hand
fumbled beneath his jacket and found the folded
paper.
Stefan relieved him of the scrap the moment it
hit the open air. "Bow to me now and retreat.
But do not wander, Louis. Do not make me find
you again."
The minion bent at the waist and backed away,
cursing sex, rocks and men who could exact their
penalties on the odd convergence between the
two.
Sancia marked the moment the Prince rejoined his
lady-wife and followed them at a discreet
distance as they made their way from the dining
hall, through the receiving chamber and into the
enormous expanse of the great room. This
consequential space had been converted during
the course of dinner to accommodate his
Deciding's dance - the chairs, settees and
sideboards now skirting the perimeter, clearing
the central marble floor for use. Just apart
from the wall to the east they'd positioned an
immense mahogany drum table atop which stood an
ice sculpture of disproportionate size. The
great girth of Bacchus himself towered over the
cloth, his meaty arm hefted high above his head,
his drink thrust into the air with a hedonistic
abandon. This god of the vine was surrounded,
appropriately enough, by a ring of large silver
tubs filled with chipped ice and dotted with
dozens of bottles of the wine they'd chosen to
drink. On several supplemental, encircling
tables lay an assortment of rich desserts -
pastries, cakes, tarts and sugared fruit -
alongside which rested a suitable service of
plates, utensils and arching fans of
elegantly-monogrammed napkins. There were no
glasses in evidence, she noted dimly, as she
turned from this decadent display to cast an eye
to the western wall. Here, perched on a series
of risers, sat a twenty-piece orchestra, its
musicians at the ready - their backs straight,
their breath held, their instruments poised for
the first cue offered to begin the evening's
program. Still as statues in a courtyard, they
waited as the room began to fill.
The royal pair separated to set their goblets
down, each a good distance from the other. By
the time they reunited at the head of the room
the guests taking part in the opening dance had
arranged in an oval around the floor. Sancia
counted twelve couples, a third of those in
attendance. The rest who'd rejected this honor
would most certainly be spying the deserted
drinks and judging the fortuity the moment
offered. While she did not share the same
intent, Sancia felt she owned a percentage of
the apprehension that weighted the air.
Their plan was far too filled with risk, the
odds towering against them like mountains before
a scattering of industrious black ants.
Determination alone would not carry the play.
This maneuver would require exceptional finesse,
perfect timing, and a kind of subtle,
surreptitious skill she couldn't be certain
every one of them possessed. That she'd been
relegated to the sidelines for this did not
improve her mood. Passive observance was not her
strong suit, the role of spectator one she would
never willingly elect when action was at hand.
The stress she sensed building inside her was
both exasperating and unwelcome. She tried to
recall a meditation for this as Louis took the
stage.
"Ladies and gentlemen," he began, his voice
rising over the noise of the crowd, bringing
them to silence. "Ladies and gentlemen," softer
now yet strident enough to echo through the
hall. "Your host, Stavros Cassadine, and his
wife the Lady Laura invite you to join them in
the traditional danse aux lumieres.
Conductor, if you please. The Polonaise."
This processional dance, once the prelude to the
balls of the highest sphere of society, begins
with the honored couple performing their Grand
Promenade around the floor. Side-by-side they
travel the room in the customary step at
three-quarter time, saluting each participating
couple in turn. Each couple, upon receipt of
their salute, promptly falls into line behind
them until all the pairs have joined. Upon the
completion of the tour, the pairs then split
into columns to perform their passages. Only
after these are done does the true dancing
commence.
Stavros took a dramatic breath designed to amuse
his guests and temper the bombastic tone of the
moment, and in this he was successful. More than
a few smiles broke free on the faces of those
around them. He then drew straight, infused with
an undeniably aristocratic aplomb, his noble
bearing evident in the lifting of his hand to
his lady-wife. She took that hand with a majesty
that seemed effortless in its ease and, just as
the first measure sounded, set her foot forward
to begin her circuit of the room.
The first pair to receive their salute were the
Count and the Contessa - Stefan bowing deeply
and Regret dipping low in response. Sancia
watched the joining of their hands, seeking the
secret he had hidden there. She could find no
sign of it. Even the Contessa's face remained
composed, her palm flat and firm to her Count's,
betraying not the smallest anxiety over the
treason now concealed between them. Their steps,
engaging in perfect alignment, brought them
smoothly into place behind the Prince.
She lost sight of the second couple as the
Princess Dowager glided forward, partnered not
by the elderly Alberto (who had shrewdly dodged
this duty's bullet on the pretext of advancing
years), but attached to the arm of the
challenger himself. Argos, his expression grave,
his movements stiff with the must of decorum,
held his scarlet scourge of an aunt as far from
himself as custom would allow. Their backs
vanished as a fourth and fifth and sixth pair
converged, Stavros and Laura plucking them all
like flowers from a country garden as they made
their way around the floor.
Upon completion of the Grande Promenade, the
dancers broke apart to form two columns and the
passages began. The Prince and his lady-wife
took the lead, advancing through the pairs in
the opposing line one by one, followed by their
column's train to produce a serpentine effect.
As the last of his couples came through, the
filtered rank turned in upon itself,
pair-by-pair twisting to follow the Prince in
his course - weaving its own length until, once
again, a single column emerged. On the moment
the line became whole, the couples neatly
disjoined into castings of four, creating three
circles spinning into place around the ballroom
floor. The Prince's circle, she saw, had come
precisely right - including, as it had to,
Stavros and Laura, Stefan and Regret, Helena and
Argos, as well as an anonymous pair of
Cassadines to round out the group. Sancia's eye
narrowed to detect their every movement -
knowing, as she did, that something more than a
lively dance was about to be performed.
Following the dance's custom, Stavros and Argos
crossed through the center of their circle to
exchange their partners. The moment they reached
the opposing side their arms caught each
feminine waist and all the circle's pairs were
suddenly swept up into great waltzing turns. So
graceful were these polished revolutions, every
man's angle unbroken, every maid's skirt
billowing out in corresponding response, that
the audience fell to a smattering of gratuitous
applause. And if the Prince held his mother a
bit too tightly, one could see she didn't mind;
her eyes sparked to brightly blazing by the
thrill of this embrace. In fact, the closer he
drew her the more exhilarated she seemed to
become, her gratified smile enhanced by an
unseemly degree of craving. Forlorn was she when
the waltzing slowed and her son returned to the
arms of his wife.
Sancia worried he had failed in his aim. The
pocket was small, the box even smaller. Knowing
where it was at her waist would not have been
enough. He would still have required the skill
to use her distraction against her before
lifting that treasure from its sleeve. There was
no way to tell if this had been accomplished,
his hand moving far too quickly into the clasp
of Laura's to spy the passing of the trigger in
between. And before one could blink, the
partners had exchanged again - Stefan moving to
dance with Laura, to take that weapon from her
palm if it was there, and Stavros stepping up to
Regret.
She fixed her eye on the Contessa's face as the
Prince swept her around the room, seeking a sign
of furtiveness or the smallest measure of guile.
If there were a fault in this chain it would
center about Regret, who was certainly its
weakest link. Yet Sancia detected no hesitancy
in the woman's demeanor; no creasing brow, no
stumbled step. In truth, the pair circled the
floor as if they owned it. No, Sancia revised,
retracting that opinion. They waltzed their
round as if the floor were empty. As if
no one danced the dance but themselves. She
shifted her attention to the Prince's face and
saw its alteration at once. His was not a stern
expression, nor was it marked by his natural
affinity for humor. Stavros was, in this one
instant, nothing less than intent in his
regard of his partner. So much so, in fact, that
Sancia feared the passing of the substitute box
was of secondary concern to them both. To her
relief the music slowed and, yes, there it was.
Regret's fingers slid from his palm, the tips
curling to press the device neatly down his
sleeve.
The next round, danced for form, brought the
Prince to the fourth woman in his circle; a
heavy-set matron in her middle years who looked
upon him with distinct disquiet. While he took
her up courteously enough, there was no
mistaking her unease as that arm wrapped around
her waist and they started across the floor. To
say the journey was lugubrious, her downcast eye
settled in dread, her features stiff with
mortification, was a generous assessment of this
encounter - yet as it came to its close one
could see her second thought; could see her
judgment sway; could see her acknowledge it
might not be so bad a thing after all to have
another waltz at his hand. But she'd used her
chance and lost the next as the couples came to
change once more.
The Prince's last partnership should have been
with his lady-wife, yet by error or whimsical
choice he ended with Helena - his selection
forcing the couples to accommodate his lead. And
again they launched across the floor, this
Prince and his magnificent mother. Again she was
too tightly held as he fiercely swept her around
the room; her cheeks inflamed, the world and all
its splendid light blurring before her gaze. If
his step was too strong, too wide, too quick to
meet the tempo, she took every labor required to
conform to his need. The figure they cut was
startlingly dramatic, strikingly bold and
disturbingly romantic - this last impression
upheld by the way he never once released her
eye. By the time he brought her back to the
start she was quite sincerely out of breath.
Sancia watched the groupings break to finish
with the ritual Grand Circle. As the Count and
Contessa rounded its curve, Stefan nodded
imperceptibly to assure her the deed was done.
He had the trigger and Helena the mock her Louis
had so reluctantly provided. Her life, this
night at least, could not be lost to his
mother's press of a button. There might have
been relief in this moment, or at least a sense
of victory for him, had he not looked down to
the fingers she held pressed against her
thigh.
During the course of this elaborate dance,
filled with salutation and subterfuge, the
Prince's glass had come to receive its first
three votes.
The Sigh Of
Things (41)
Now? -
the question every man asks in the wake
of God's resignation
"She doesn't look like a Contessa," scoffed the
widow, her bag of old bones precariously perched
on the feathered cushion of the antique chaise.
The loose folds of her muslin dress betrayed her
spindled frame; her body dissipated to such a
degree it seemed to struggle to retain its
balance. The wrinkled skin of her arthritic
brown hand poked white where the knuckles flexed
to grip the silver crow's head atop her walking
cane. A convenience of genetics, thought
Helena, to have grown tall enough that one's
cripplestick could tower over this table, its
metal beak at just the right height to dip to
the lip of a glass. It was a trick too easy
to detect. Who did she think would be
fooled?
"The title was obtained through marriage,"
Madame Cassadine announced as she arranged the
drape of her scarlet skirt within the bounds of
a neighboring chair. "She was nineteen, he a
tubercular twenty. She buried him before the
year was out."
"A martyr!" cackled the elderly woman, her gaunt
physique seizing with laughter.
"Of course," Helena sniffed. "Who else would
bother with the burden of Stefan?"
Her remorseless eye turned to the dance floor
and the bleeding heart in question.
The lively pace of this cinq pas galliard
had produced a pair of smiles on the faces of
Regret and her partner as they strove to match
their rhythms to its triple-timed beat. This
"dance of uncontrollable zest" had quite caught
them up; their enthusiastic dive into the
Renaissance frolic drawing more attention than
it might otherwise receive. Their witnesses grew
as their petit saut fell in sync and he
took his hop to advance into the bell step,
daring her to follow. She mimicked the move
perfectly and he, his challenge met, raised the
stakes to the Italian knot, known as the
grappo. Her ankles crossed to mirror his
own and the man actually laughed, taking her up
to travel the floor as they skipped from the
prosaic five-stepped pattern into the much more
formidable eleven.
Had she held her wits amid the bounce and the
bound and the bluster of this dance, the girl
might have marked the spectacle she made and
tamed her foolishly extravagant style. This was
not, after all, an evening to parade one's
beauty, one's talent, one's seductive skill.
Even the nettlesome Laura Spencer had logged
that lesson - knowing as she did that the
secondary game fell squarely to the province of
the Cassadine women. One eclipsed those witches
at one's peril. Did she imagine a less
accomplished lady, saddled with an extra pound
or an extra year, would miss this flawless
display? And while Helena came apathetic to the
matter of Regret's continued existence, she
found she would rather her captive's fate be
dispensed at her own discretion than that of her
spitefully contemptuous kin. This "consort"
teetered on the very edge of inconvenience to
her now. It was doubtful she'd made a difference
in the voting, having succeeded only in amusing
those men with her shallow repartee and artless
attempts at flirtation. The lone advantage to be
gained from Contessa Derniere's presence here
tonight hinged upon the length of time she could
keep the enemy dancing. Argos' engagement in
this gusty galliard had left his glass
abandoned. And if she were not mistaken, her
second son's sleeve had just made its pass.
"Do we have a consensus?" Helena inquired,
lifting her goblet to partake of her wine.
The Widow Greco scowled, her mouth turning down
in a reproving moue. "Everyone was settled on
Gregori's whore before your son pulled her out
of the running. She vomited her grass and was
taken by The Hand." A palsied finger lifted from
the cane to point in the direction of the dance.
"The martyr is a contender. Were the Prince to
renounce his vigil of her drink the odds are
good she would fall within the hour. Not dead, I
think, but pleasantly unrevivable."
Helena scanned the circumference of the room in
search of her firstborn son. She found him
leaning on the bend of the balustrade erected to
enclose the orchestra; his sash mysteriously
absent, his tie undone, his drink in his hand.
She spied the cup the widow referred to on the
railing at his side. Resisting the frown that
came to betray her irritation, she marked the
languid stance he chose and the fevered glare of
an eye that would not be moved from the couple
currently cavorting at the center of the
ballroom floor. She knew that look. Trouble
impended.
"Perhaps I can clear the way," she offered,
gathering herself to rise from the chair. "If
you will excuse me?"
The widow's head bent low in response and took
such time in ascending that one might have
suspected she'd fallen asleep. Helena had
already departed when that venerable countenance
rose once more, its lips mouthing a choice
Sicilian curse in the wake of the dowager's
retreating back.
While they conversed along the periphery of the
great room's marble floor and made a clever show
of mingling, few in this company of Cassadines
missed the exhibition of Argos and Regret or the
daggered devotion afforded it by their
perversely petulant prince. Theories were
advanced and pitched around the rim like rogue
sparks on an ill-wind until the whole of the
horde burned hot with curiosity and frenzied
speculation. What drew the fury from that
desecrated soul and launched it forth with such
implacable fire? Did his pride take wound at the
sight of such masterful dancing? Was it Argos
himself who had inspired this rage? Or did his
cunning choice of partner provoke the
prerogative of possession?
The Cassadine Empire, from wealth to land to
goods and subjects, belonged part and parcel to
its Prince. All were claimed as property. This
was more than understood. And while a common man
might rail over the poached prawn of a lover, a
Prince's personal realm extended well beyond his
bed. As consort of his brother, this woman fell
full within the mete of Stavros Cassadine's
holdings. Mine. It was his right; it was
his due. It was the primacy his position
accorded - a primacy no prince could permit to
be transgressed. Had the challenger slipped a
sly foot over the line with his galliard? Was
Argos enjoying his partner with a passion that
traipsed into violation? It certainly appeared
that way. This act would have its consequence,
they could smell it like a smoldering smoke
wafting on the breeze. And as they awaited his
response, a fair portion of perceptive minds did
wonder at the lack of reaction from the Count.
This mistress was his, was she not, and valued
enough to be gifted that title of consort? By
rights his mouth should be poised at the
Prince's ear, his voice spilling its invective,
urging a reprisal, demanding a revenge. But no,
it was the mother who came at the last, to the
astonishment of them all.
"Stavros, you stand alone," remarked Helena,
gliding into place directly before him. "This is
not a position of strength."
"Ah, but I'm not alone anymore," he contended
restlessly. "Move aside, Mother. You're blocking
my view."
Her voice warmed, spiced with a subtle,
conspiratorial flavor. "So he dances with the
girl. Let him have her. The longer she amuses
him the more will come to take their turns at
his glass. You have cast your vote,
haven't you my darling?"
"Cast and cast-off," he retorted, his tone laced
with agitation. "I've asked you to adjust your
station, ma mere. I will not ask
again."
Helena attempted to sidle to the side of
Regret's unattended wine only to find his hand
at her elbow, ushering her the opposite way.
"Now, now," he chided as he set her in her
place. "You know how I feel about what you do
behind my back."
She'd drawn the breath to object, to confront
this peckish pose of his and break it down to
size, when she felt those fingers dig into her
flesh, his grip seizing of a sudden as if he'd
lost his balance. Her lips closed and she sent a
concertedly ambivalent gaze ranging across the
room. "How long?" she inquired softly.
"Do I have or since this began?" he countered,
his eye fixing once again upon the dance. "Who
can judge? Fontraire's powder is a thief. She
creeps."
Clearer now, how Laura had been able to distract
the padrino as easily as she did; luring
him away as the godson departed to take his
pleasure of Regret. Not so much the heedlessness
of an addled brain or a resurgence of libido,
after all. This was a measure of the confidence
he had in the number of doses dropped to the
drink of the competing Cassadine Prince. Alberto
thought to have the matter in hand - which
meant, of course, that Stavros had ingested a
substantial amount of poison. What was the
number? She needed the number.
"Approximately twelve," announced Stefan in a
whisper at her ear. "Twelve to his seven," he
added. "Again, an approximation."
"My brother the abacus," their prince grunted
grimly. "Forever counting up my pennies, my
poisons, my sins. A dark duty, that."
"You might have avoided dessert, Stavros. The
glass goes down
"
"
and the odds go up. Yes I know, Stefan.
I've done this before. Would someone please
fetch me my wife?"
Helena exchanged a quick glance with her
similarly dubious second son, then shifted back
to her first. "That would be unwise, I
think."
He smiled but would not look at her, refusing to
break away from his ponderous pre-occupation
with that pair. "First you berate me for
standing alone and now you deny me the company I
seek? You really must make up your mind."
"It would be highly counterproductive to have
all of us standing in the same spot, simply
milling about. Surely you can see that."
And finally he turned to catch her eye. "Then
move off, Mother. I've given you a task. Perform
it."
Stefan watched their mother submit with an odd
sense of satisfaction. It was rare to find this
querulous queen compelled to do anything for
anyone other than herself. If there were a list
- and people made them, he knew - of those very
few powers he might like to possess, the ability
to elicit Helena Cassadine's compliance to every
idle and indifferent whim would certainly be
upon it. He couldn't imagine the luxury of
watching her walk away without bracing for a
swift retaliatory strike. He regarded his
brother with envy and wondered if this would be
the very last time that familiar feeling came
knocking at his door.
"What do you want with Laura?" he asked, joining
Stavros at the rail.
"More than you might expect. And less," he
amended enigmatically.
The orchestra struck its final chord and the
galliard came to its finish, awarded by more
than a smattering of enthusiastic applause.
Argos spun his partner apart to take the praise
at his side, the couple bowing in each direction
to acknowledge this acclaim. Laura arrived just
as the ovation softened into silence, halting a
good distance further than the flounce of her
skirt required.
"Helena relayed your summons," she stated, the
test of her temper evident in the bristled scold
of her tone. "What is it? What do you want?"
"Don't play the shrew with me," warned the
Prince, meeting her harshness with his own.
"That performance requires a response. You know
the rules of this game. We will dance."
"We will not," she disputed, forcing his fury
with the contradiction. "I agreed to come to
this Deciding witted, wedded and well-disposed.
I've given you your presentation and your
Polonaise. And yes, for Nikolas' sake, I will
spend what's left of this unbearable evening
chasing the poison from your glass. The rest is
up to you."
The Prince grew cold and still, his voice
tendered to its lowest note. "You pick a curious
time to register your restrictions. The boldness
is becoming but, as a strategy,
ill-advised."
"This from the man who couldn't foresee my theft
at the hand of his brother. As unaware as I was
in that hospital bed, even I knew he would come.
Don't bother to lecture me on strategy, Stavros.
You've lost too many years."
Two steps forward and his hand was at her cheek,
tracing the line of her jaw. "We are invincible,
you and I. This I've not forgotten. Dance with
me and win the night or stay hostage to my
mother and die."
Her fingers curled around his wrist and drew his
hand away. "Look up, Your Royal Highness. That
sword you see is swinging over your head, not
over mine. There's a good chance you'll be dead
by morning. And this may come as a shock to you,
Stavros, but I can live with that. I have. In
fact, I'd go so far as to say a world without
you in it is the one I prefer."
A small blade with a sharp edge. He took the
thrust and was about to parry when his vision
clouded, his consciousness cracked and the room
quite suddenly ripped apart
Seventeen, because they'd missed the five
that came with the working of Nergal. Two hands
together and not a glass between them. He'd had
to set it down. He'd had to join those links
unencumbered by the chalice and its splash of
ceremonial wine. His father once termed this
"the moment of iron to the soul." A mortal
ordeal. The delivery of the powder in full
knowledge that your glass would stand alone;
that in the time it took to dispense the poison
the kin were certain to see you'd take far more
than you gave. Five this night. Five to add to
the twelve Stefan had observed and wisely
referenced an approximation. He felt his mind
shift off-course to wonder if this meant he was
approximately dead. Almost. Too close to
call.
Somewhere along the fringe of his awareness
he could feel his brother tugging at his arm,
could see his Laura struggle to pull her hand
from his grip, could hear the word "release." He
wanted to laugh but couldn't remember how to get
that done. Release. It was what he longed for.
Craved. Ached to do. Their encouragements
rippled with redundancy. Didn't they realize
every fiber of his being hungered to put this
life to rest, called for its ending at the fetid
crest of every contending breath? Just to land;
to stop this ceaseless, deathless, unremitting
fall through the atmosphere of his existence and
land - even if it were to the white-hot coals
blazing at the eye of the fiercest fire in Hell
- just to land would be the answer to a
prayer.
She wouldn't dance. He was lost. She wouldn't
dance. It was done. He was queued to the line of
the dauntless dead waiting for the poison to
take him ahead to his final, unresurrectable
rest. And he thanked her for seeing this
through. It was one of the many, many reasons
he'd loved her, that she possessed the pluck to
finish him off. She knew a purely defensive
posture would provide her a corpse in the end. A
Cassadine Deciding had never been won by
adhering to the policy of preventative measure.
It was not about diverting the hand that hovered
over your drink, but diverting the mind from its
desire to destroy you. One needed drama,
theatrics, histrionics. One needed bravado,
pride and contempt. One needed a performance
powerful enough to sway men's souls. And it was
then he heard the voice, the one voice, the only
voice that had ever mattered calling clear
through the chasm of his memory
"
that he be the strongest among them, the
most brutal carnivore, the most vicious and
ambitious predator to walk the face of this
earth."
Father, I am coming. Father, I am nearly
there.
But Mikkos would turn away, he knew. This
ignoble death, unfit for a Cassadine,
unacceptable for its Prince. Mikkos would not
abide it. To have his heir pooled like a puddle
of piss on the floor, poisoned - a woman's
death. No grit. No grain. No grand guignol
wrenchingly replete with tension, shock and
horror. Just a spineless sink to a sorry
slumber. He would find it unworthy. He would
find it shameful. And much to the consternation
of his viciously vainglorious son, he would find
it distinctly disappointing. If it were, as it
seemed, a choice between an eternity of falling
and an eternity spent tied to the torment of his
father's disillusion, he knew which one he'd
choose.
And so it was with a decisive greed that he
scraped up the strength he had left in his
bones, his blood, this flesh, to force it
forward into being. The sluggish sewage of the
toxin resisted him at every turn; his heart
grinding treacherously, wheezing with the effort
to beat; his brain dull and defiant of his rule.
It was only through sheer resolve and relentless
intractability that he managed to recover a
cognizance of sorts. A single sense, feral and
raw to reason, yet fixed to find the means to
survive.
This scowling scourge he'd trapped by the hand
was useless to him now. Even driven to the dance
floor and bruted into motion, she would come too
stiffly to his arms; dour in her formality,
severe in her restraint. The performance he'd
planned demanded a spirit compelled not by duty
but passion. Passion and the tracings of a vague
yet wholly apprehensible fear. Too many here
would fail him with a wide eye and a weak knee,
timidly tripping over themselves as they sought
to escape his embrace. A few would likely faint.
But one, he knew, would serve him well; would
face his fire without withdrawing in body or in
soul. Odd, this reticence to use her, to find
his mind still sifting through the ranks, still
seeking someone, anyone else to bend to his
will. Odd that he should want her spared when
his life was on the line.
He lifted his head to the rebellious regard of
his recalcitrant lady-wife, then turned to the
strangely plaintive gaze of his normally
impassive brother. His questing glance dropped a
degree and shifted to the right. There, just
beyond the razor's edge of that sharp suit's
shoulder, she stood - smiling, it seemed to him,
softly, in the spell of someone's joke. They
were funny then, these men; charming her,
amusing her, imagining her in bed. His reticence
diminished.
Regret, he called
from the center of his darkly-contesting
soul.
He had her eye at once.
The Sigh Of
Things (42)
Here the landscape will waver
for your entertainment
It was a scene beheld through peripheral vision;
their Prince gripping the hand of his indignant
lady-wife, their Count carefully circling,
inserting himself as arbiter. Hard to tell from
the corner of an eye what the argument was all
about, yet no one dared to scratch the itch of a
prurient curiosity by turning to look the
quarrel head-on. In such situations one
cultivated a diligent disregard - unless, of
course, one sought to have such ruthlessly
punitive combatants finding their quarrel with
you. The best that could be determined through
the safety of this circuitous route was that His
Highness had taken some form of rebuff; a
refusal his bondsman, no doubt, was attempting
to soften with the oil of his words.
That this Prince would not be assuaged came as a
surprise to no one and did, in fact, speak well
of his resistive capabilities vis-à-vis
his calculating coxcomb of a brother. Here,
perhaps, was a will that could not be bent to
the imposture of their modern-day Machiavelli.
And yet, look at him - No, don't look! -
and see how he seizes that titanic temper,
infusing himself with fury like water to a
sponge. It was the one fault to be found in an
otherwise sound candidate for the rule of the
Cassadine Empire; this renowned rabid rage of
his that narrowed the eye to all but the
retributive course. One had only to cite that
bootless bound to retrieve his faithless wife
oh-so-many years ago; the folly that had cost
him something like a life and killed whatever
hope the family harbored for profit at his
reigning hand. A shame he'd never learned to
control that wrath; to channel it; to make it
work for the good of his kin and not simply to
revenge the pricks and prods to his notoriously
volatile vanity. The sin of self-absorption, in
a den of voracious lions, could not fail to
hobble the pride.
A collective mental sigh extended as his hand
released the Lady Laura and his gaze fell full
upon Stefan. Here it comes, they assured
themselves, readily recalling the tales they'd
been told and those memories they'd buried as
proof of the combustible nature of this
contentious Cassadine prince. His fuse had been
fired and was sizzling down its final length.
All that remained to be seen was whether the
Count could apply enough persuasive force to
disarm this walking incendiary device before he
lost his life. The more avaricious among them
marked this an auspicious turn indeed. Were the
Prince running true to form, both brothers could
be dead in a single night. Nothing to cry about
there. And as they watched him table that drink
to shrug the jacket from his shoulders, his eye
dudgeoned dark with menace and reckless of
restraint, it was all they could do to resist
the urge to rub their hands together in glee. A
new day might be dawning; a new wealth awaiting
them just beyond this brutally beneficial
bend.
One could almost hear those hopes come crashing
to the floor as his arm drove Stefan to the side
and his foot took its first stalking stride in
the direction of the Contessa.
Once she took his eye there was no letting go.
The crackling charge he fired down that
sightline electrified her mind, stripping its
wit of awareness with the sheer power of his
need. She lost the voice of the man beside her;
his face, his name, his reason for speech. She
lost the lesser guests in the group, then those
milling beyond them - his family, his kin, the
musicians and servants - until every being with
a breath to breathe had disintegrated into dust,
pitching the whole of this enormous great room
into a silence so profound it was as if, like a
god, his interposing will had promptly killed
them all.
Yet she stood, alive she knew, because he'd
claimed her with those eyes. He called to her,
compelled her, constrained her focus and
commanded that she heed. Her every sense opened
at once, like a series of doors thrust wide in
welcome and waiting on his words. No sound but
the sound of soul in this place, no voice but
the voice of feeling. Speak, Stavros. Speak
to me now. Tell me what's gone wrong. And
her heart froze on the message he sent, on the
shock of the knowledge he imparted. Cold it was,
that news, like ice so bitterly cold. A winter
wind come hoarsely howling through the cavern of
her courage, come to whisper with its withering
chill, come like a frost to fall so lightly
lethal to her ear. He is
bleeding
bleeding, bleeding. I never
stop. I never stop bleeding. He is
falling
falling, falling. I never stop.
I never stop falling. He is
receding
perishing, denying. I never
die. I never stop dying
the refrain
repeating in echo for an instant before softly
drawing still.
The dire state of his deprivation threatened to
unhinge her. What he wanted she couldn't tell,
only that the need had proven powerful enough to
drive him over the wall - past the prerequisite
protocol of this ritualistic Deciding, past the
formalities and social graces that so clearly
defined their roles; hers as consort to a Count,
and his as Prince-In-Challenge possessed of a
formidable lady-wife. For some unknown reason
this boon he sought could not be found on the
ground where he stood, and so he hunted it here,
in her - and would have it, whatever it was,
whether she gave her consent or no. A sorrow
crept through the body of the bond they balanced
so carefully between them; a sadness sent from
the ache of her ever-underreckoned heart. You
should know, she chastened softly across
that singular stretch of silence. You should
know by now there is nothing, nothing you
couldn't ask.
And she knew by the way he wouldn't break her
gaze as he set his glass to the table that he
didn't quite believe her. She knew by the
continuing fix of his eye, as the jacket
shrugged off and was tossed aside, that he
thought this a pledge made in ignorance of what
was about to pass. She knew from the grudge of
his steadfast stare that he imagined himself
equipped with an unjust advantage, and could
mark the bitterness he tasted on the tongue of
that truth. Yet he came, the brace of an arm
sweeping his brother to the side. He came,
thundered like a curse down a path parted by
fear. He came, blind to the bondage of every
man's quest but his own. So when Argos moved to
block the way and in the process severed the
connection that fed his will to survive, it was
no surprise to find this challenger suddenly
sailing through the air; ejected almost in
reflex, certainly by instinct, as this Prince
bore down his course.
Half a stride from his prize and those hands
rose in unison - one to close over her shoulder,
the other to strike a signal in the air above
his head. The room plunged into darkness. The
piano struck a wanton chord. And deep from the
pocket of that pitch-black shade a shamelessly
salacious violin began its immoral lament.
The lights fired haphazard from above, a
scattered selection of beams directed in a
seemingly random fashion toward different
locations on the floor; a floor that had cleared
rather quickly upon the dramatic descent of the
dark. It was a filtered illumination, obscured
even more by the tell-tale haze of the smoke
expelled by the arbitrary Cuban a number of men
had been unable to resist nursing throughout the
evening. Even now, and especially now, a few of
those cigars could be detected glowing in the
shadows, flaring as their owners stoked their
measure of the redolent Havanan leaf. It was a
dim offering, this pale radiance, yet it drew
his guests nonetheless. This sensuous gloom and
the vibrant vulgarity of that disconsolate
violin taunted them like a promise; luring them
toward a front-row seat for their prince's
primitive display. While some had traveled to
Buenos Aires and sunk themselves into its more
dissolute districts; haunting those iniquitous
alleyways; sampling the fare of its bordellos,
its bars, its brutally corruptive life - it was
not necessary to have done so to recognize the
strain of this sin. They knew what he was after,
knew what this was about. He would have himself
The Dance. The dance of the debauched - the
harlot, the hedonist, the demimonde's libertine.
His Grace, the heir, Prince Stavros Cassadine
would have himself a tango.
Just as the indecent whine of that violin wore
itself into silence, stripping its song to the
dissonant pluck of a solitary string, his
flattened palm pushed her forward and thrust her
onto the ballroom floor. It was a tempestuous
beginning, this forceful demand of a dance, and
could very well have sent a more timid soul
scurrying in search of escape. Yet she held her
own, this consort, catching her stumble in a few
quick steps and defiantly turning back,
presenting her partner an intriguingly
insouciant grin. She knew this dance, it said
with a confidence few in the room could miss -
an impression enhanced by the saucy tilt of her
head that invited him to test the claim and
challenged him to follow. Refusing to wait on an
answer and as if she didn't care, this vixen
then spun blithely about and strolled with an
audacious assurance to the center of the
stage.
Upon the introduction of his foot to the ring
the piano sounded a second chord, just as
immodest as the first, and tripped into a volley
of lower octave notes that shaded his entrance
with a palpably adversarial intent. He made no
attempt to alter that effect and actually
reinforced it by the way he chose to circle her,
safely at a distance yet studying her - stalking
this Contessa like quarry as he unfastened the
cufflinks at his wrists, slipped them into his
pocket and began to roll up his sleeves. At
times he would turn to face her, at times turn
apart to take a backward step, but forever
keeping an eye on her movements as those fingers
folded their cloth. Was she paramour, partner or
prey? Did she know? It was thought perhaps yes,
though the occupation she made with that dress,
carelessly primping its net and pressing down
its silk, made her seem all the more ignorant
that these employments had their witness. Even
as he closed his round, tightening the noose as
the violin crept its way back into song, she
appeared to remain oblivious of this steadily
encroaching peril. Or so one thought. When at
last he halted directly behind her, close enough
now to know the scent of her skin, the music
trembled, quivering, as it awaited her
response.
She drifted back to lean against his chest and
ran her open hand along the line of his jaw.
"I believe this is where we began."
"A fitting place to finish then,
yes?"
He caught her by the wrist and spun her to face
him, this action imbued with an astonishingly
graceful violence. Regret took the hand still at
liberty and pressed it flat to his chest. It was
in this manner that the dance began as the
rhythm hardened and he proceeded to drive her
straight across the floor. One step, two, then
three in a row - their eyes locked in
what
was it? Attraction? Resentment? Despair? None
could tell, only watch as they came to a halt
and she ripped her wrist from his grasp,
twisting to turn away, just to have him capture
the opposite hand and revolve her into his
embrace. His arm wound around her waist, its
palm pulling her tight to join in the grind of
his hip.
"You enjoyed his galliard."
"Would you have it seem a torture?"
"Oh no, I can see you've saved that for
me."
She pushed him apart and performed the zarandeo,
her upper body snapping to the right then
whipping back in anger. He offered la Caza - a
step and a stop, and she la Cunita, returning
him to place. He submitted, beginning an
embittered retreat and she followed in the
circle of his arms. His feet fell stealthily
behind him as they traveled the length of the
floor once more; again one step, then a second,
then three in succession, the violin urging them
on. At the end of the melody's measure he
stopped, as did the music for its pregnant
pause, yet Regret did not. She departed the
embrace with an insolent adieu and simply
walked away, as if she'd lost all interest in
the dance. His expression displayed an
appropriate rage, the violin rising to meet it,
and in two quick strides he had her by the
waist, pulling in close behind her. He molded
his body to her own as his hands swept beneath
the net of her dress and ran themselves along
the curve of her figure, bolding tracing the
circumference of her breasts. She snaked an arm
around his neck, her head falling back as a sly
smile lifted to the crest of his ear.
"I am frightened for you, Stavros."
"Not of me, though. Never of me."
"Ah, is this what you need?"
His mouth descended to her shoulder, taking
visible bites of the flesh at her throat, and
her head angled to permit this. Yet even as his
palm sculpted the line of the arm she'd twined
about his neck, gliding over the sinew of its
bicep, past the cusp of its elbow and down the
path to her wrist, one could note a stiffening
in her pose - as if some threat had passed
between them and she, to this point at ease with
this prince, had suddenly found her fear. Those
sharper eyes peering through the darkness
detected the alteration at once and wondered at
its cause. What torment could he tender in so
soft a wisp of words that held the power to
inspire her distress? Who had he promised to
kill, or worse, to punish with the turn of his
attention? Perhaps it was an act he offered, a
bestial amusement so sickening in nature, so
thoroughly and unspeakably depraved, that it
could not fail to deliver her dread. Any
atrocity was possible with him, any despicably
decadent deed the most degenerate of minds could
dream up. This was what they knew of him, what
they'd heard and the devil they deemed him to
be. And still
and yet
as much as one
might denounce such behaviors or rail to the
heavens for his well-deserved death, one had to
admit to a certain disgraceful fascination with
what the man might venture next. This was a room
full of Cassadines after all, and it looked, oh
yes it looked, as if things were about to get
interesting.
Those who hadn't registered the shift in her
demeanor did not idle in their ignorance for
long. Her anxiety aroused, she attempted to
whirl out of this trap but could only flee the
distance of the length of her arm; that arm
attached to the hand he churlishly refused to
renounce. Face-to-face she tested his resolve,
backing one step, then another as they rounded
the boundary of the ballroom floor. And though
they kept to the rhythm of the dance all could
see her reassurance had fled, to be replaced by
a mounting trepidation. He saw it too, one could
tell by the way he'd jerk that hand and force
her to twirl at his pleasure; a submissive spin
beneath his arm before he gave her leave to
continue her flight. Silly girl. She wasn't
going anywhere and everyone knew it.
Their Prince soon tired of this trick and drew
her to him forcibly, clamping a hand to her
waist. She tried to keep some distance between
them with the calculation of a cadencia, her
hips swiveling madly, her knees launched to the
flurry of a dozen furiously stationary steps. He
allowed it, mirrored it, produced his flourish,
but it was clear his patience was wearing thin.
She thought to play to his ego then, which was
judged both clever and sad, for while they knew
this prince did hunger his flatteries, they also
understood that the great wide world and all the
dances within it could not possibly produce
enough ardent adulation for the man to know his
fill. He was, in this respect, insatiable. And
so it was with a bemused validation that they
watched her apply those seductive skills - her
hands running over his arms, her shoulders
canting brazenly, the press of her breasts
against his chest - just to have him step apart,
lay his brutal grip to her shoulder and drive
her down to the floor.
He would master her now, they knew, and this was
how it should be. Who was she in the end, after
all, to be taunting a Cassadine prince?
Their prince. It had a scoffing flavor to
it, this did. An incontrovertible derision. As
if, through the practice of relentless
resistance, she sought to expose his pedigree
unworthy of attachment to her own. A ridiculous
assertion, and offensive to the pride of every
guest in attendance. Loyalties, so recently
divided and in doubt, were thus brought into
line one-by-one. If only for the moment, if only
on this point, if only to uphold their honor,
the House of Cassadine came finally to unite
behind its prince.
And as he restrained her to the floor at his
feet, the music of this tango began to build. A
second violin was added to the first, a cello, a
viola, a selection of strings. The piano,
heretofore a complimenting voice, now resounded
with strength and purpose. The swell of this
song took on a tangible force that filled the
room with fury. So propulsive was its might, so
reckless its abandon, that the longer he kept
her imprisoned on that floor and refused to
exact her punishment, the more impatiently
restless his audience became. As if to register
complaint or as a means to release their
escalating rage, they began to pound their shoes
to the ground in concert with the tempo of the
dance. The hall soon thundered with the drum of
those shoes; stomping, thumping, tattooing their
demand on the marble beneath their feet. The
girl shuddered at the rhythmic beat, her head
whipping round, her eyes casting wild through
the darkness for the reason the room had gone
mad. Their prince let her have her moment of
terror - too brief for the kin, in truth - then
took her chin in his hand and lifted her slowly
from the floor.
Boom. He had her by the throat, driving
her into a better light. Boom. By the
wrench of a shoulder, coercing her to turn.
Boom. He slipped in behind her, his hands
running down the length of her arms.
Boom. Catching her wrists, he crossed
them high over her head. Boom. A flex of
fingers crept to the spill of the net at her
breast. Boom. The cloud of metallic tulle
was ripped from the column of the gown.
Boom. He spun her to face him in that
de-nuded copper silk. Boom. She was bent
back over his thigh, her eyes wide with fear.
Boom. His hand ran boldly down the center
of that dress. Boom. His mouth came to
cover hers, to thieve an illicit kiss.
Boom. With the music rising to its final
crescendo, he took a last devouring look at the
body he'd claimed as his own and BOOM, in
dark denouncement of all she presented to his
eye, he thrust her off his leg and let her
tumble to the floor.
Turning from the woman he'd despoiled and thrown
like refuse to the pile, his arm lifted to
signal his finish and the lights went out.
The applause was deafening.
It was also, in many ways, significant; its
strategic importance defined by the fact they'd
had to free their hands to produce this
response. No small thing on an evening spent
defending one's glass from poison. And the
longer this ovation went on, the more clamorous
it became, the less assured any guest could be
of the outcome of this event. The dice were
still in the air, it seemed, and one had to
believe there were many in the room fiercely
re-assessing their bets. It was an important
decision. If his dance had succeeded in nothing
else, it had succeeded in reminding them of
that.
The moment the lights were raised again, all
eyes sought out this prince. They found him
standing at the dance floor's edge, accepting
his praise from a crowd of men crowing on the
pith of his performance. A second thought was
given to the woman he'd deliberately ruined; the
one left cowering center-stage, thrown atop the
shreds of the metallic net that had failed to
ensnare his Cassadine soul. But the nest of
tulle was empty now, its falcon flown to test
the measure of the man who thought to tame
her.
His ear caught the quality of quiet that
suddenly enveloped the room, his eye the shift
of attention to a sensation at his back. He
turned instantly and instantly received the
vicious slap of her hand to his cheek, a strike
so potent with rage that he was certain it cost
as much in pain to offer as it did to obtain. In
the seconds it took to recover from the blow he
noted the increasingly anticipatory weight of
the silence that surrounded him and knew what
this would mean. Too much was asked of him on
these nights. Too much needed to be seen.
"Ah, Contessa Derniere!" he exclaimed in a voice
loud enough to fill the hall. "You are a woman
after my heart." In a flash he had her by the
nape of the neck, his hand in her hair, her head
wrenched back. "Let's just see if you know what
to do once you've got it."
With this he drove her through the crowd in the
direction of the salon.
Stefan had had enough. His family was actually
cheering - cheering! - as his brother
propelled Regret across the hall. Stavros'
intent was clear. And it didn't take a moment to
determine there was no way he could live with
himself if he permitted this to happen again.
Yet just as he took his first full stride into
the fringe of the fray, someone caught him hard
by the arm and roughly hauled him back.
"Your mother suggests you read this room," her
minion exhorted in his ear. "Victory is at hand.
Such a small price to pay in the end, she
submits, to have Nikolas inherit the
throne."
He threw the lackey off and turned to continue
the chase, only to find his brother had already
reached his destination. The door crashed closed
before his eyes, two of Helena's more muscular
men stepping in to stand its guard.
She was lost.
Regret stumbled forward, her arms reaching
toward the rosewood desk to catch herself as she
fell. Her fingers grasped the polished edge of
the smooth, antique table, clutching its trim as
she struggled to regain her balance - her focus
fixed on the cloisonné ring to remind her
of the reason she was here. It was all about
power now. Who would hold it and who would die
beyond the boundary of its grant. She understood
this. She understood him. What perplexed her in
this moment was how little she understood
herself. How had she come to this place? What
was she doing?
She turned to see if she might find the answer
somewhere in his face, but renounced that quest
immediately at the sight of him braced against
the door - his vitality vanished, his shoulders
broken, his breath coming in great sputtering
gasps of air. His features, formerly sharp and
infused with a sly, sardonic strength, were now
collapsing from the weight of a cruelly crushing
fatigue. His entire body quaked with the effort
to sustain a vertical position and the sight of
those magnificent eyes closed, that head lolling
feverishly across and back, across and back,
along the upper panel of that damnable door
frightened her in a way she conceded she'd never
been frightened before.
"Stavros," she exclaimed, rushing to his side,
thinking she might help him to a chair. Or water
if there was water. A cloth to his brow, a
shoulder for his head, anything, anything
that might be found or was in her possession to
give she would give just to have him right
again. Whole again. Strong. The way it should
be. The way it must be. The way it had to
be. "Stavros, what should I do? What do you need
me to do?"
His eyes opened to slits, his breath catching at
the sight of her so close to him now. He found
his smile, lost it, then found it again.
"Stavros! Please. Please. Tell me what to
do."
"Screaming would help," he murmured as his head
fell back and his body dropped, slithering down
the plane of wood to slump into a heap on the
floor.
As hard as this night had just become, the
screaming
well, the screaming was easy.
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