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Requiem (13)
Pasture, stone wall, and steeple,
What most perturbs the mind:
The heart-rending homely people,
Or the horrible, beautiful kind?
Every day was a brainwashing.
Every day was the ruthless reclamation of a
clean, untroubled mind.
Every day all the evidential filth that had come
to defile him was soaped and scrubbed and
bloody-knuckle scoured of all its inexpedient
meaning. Every tainted truth, every festered
fact, every cursedly ruinous reality was
bleached with disavowal, boiled in refutation,
blistered to retraction and brushed away, until
all that might provoke a feeling or a force, a
reaction or a choice, had been vanquished like a
series of set-in stains in the backroom of a
Chinese laundry. My father was insane.
Doesn't matter. My mother never loved me.
Couldn't care. Uncle tried to push my heart
off a cliff. And this is a surprise? My
grandmother had me committed. True to form.
My brother made a move on my wife. What's
your point? I shot a woman in the chest for
no other reason than her broken-souled
relentlessness. Could you pass the
marmalade, please?
His arm spread out across the air before him,
his weight shifting impassively, as he sought
the measured calm promised by the ancient
masters. The ground beneath my feet has a
life. The wind off the water has a whisper. The
crow in the tree calls me home, to the universe
of my nature. The shadow behind me is not
Stefan. It is a trick of memory; the pattern of
a purposeless past. It is gone.
The definition of insanity is performing the
same act time and time again and expecting a
different outcome. If he trusts her not to make
a move before talking to him first, he will
always be betrayed. To avoid betrayal he must
learn to expect this indulgence of impulse. He
must learn to accept her impetuous spirit, her
thoughtless rush to result. She was a curious
girl, always on the lookout for mystery and
adventure. He would no more imprison that lust
for life than he would tie himself to the
burdensome legacy of his lunatic Cassadine
ancestry. There is always a choice. There is
always a choice. And the choice is always
mine.
She'd gone to offer this stranger a seat at his
table. So be it. He'd send the invitation out
today. She would be pleased and he would benefit
from the fruits of that pleasure. Add to this
the long-awaited sate of meeting the man
face-to-face. He'd make the rules; he'd own the
field. And, he decided peremptorily, they would
proceed in the formally traditional fashion; as
prince to penitent; host to a guest beholden of
his lord's magnanimity. He had no doubt this
Cassadine's scheme would be revealed with each
request he made, each question he asked, every
small and oh-so-artlessly conveyed off-the-cuff
remark. Once those plans were known, well, he
would mount a commensurate countermanding force
and take to battle; win the war. Then, after the
dust had settled, they would talk about this
European consortium of his. There was
undoubtedly money there to invest, and a stake
in re-couping what his uncle had so clearly lost
through his untimely death. A golden opportunity
existed. He was certain all would see it. And
this Maximillian Cassadine, if his prince were
gracious enough to permit, could wind up making
a tidy little profit by brokering the deal.
His mind cleared; his mood lightened as he
brought this Tai Chi session to its close.
The ground beneath my feet has a life. The
wind off the water has a whisper. The crow in
the tree calls me home, to the universe of my
nature. The shadow behind me is not
Stefan
though for a single, ephemeral second, he
did imagine he could feel the weight of a hand
come to rest on his shoulder.
Maxie balanced the cup in her palms and felt its
warmth diminish. In a few short minutes the tea
would be cold. What did she plan on doing then?
She certainly had no intention of asking for
more. She supposed she'd set it to the table and
continue on waiting as before. As now. As
forever, it looked like, until someone she
actually knew came walking through the door. She
guessed it was rude to show up like this -
unannounced with the stupid expectation he'd be
here and maybe glad to see her. She should have
called. She really should have called. Too
scared though, in the end, to hear his voice and
wonder how much he'd been told. Maximum Maxie
was a mistake she'd been fool enough to think
she'd left behind. Truth was it trailed her like
a puppy - a small, sourly-insistent little beast
she could never quite shake off. And while she'd
made a kind of peace with that, owned up to the
miserable idiocy of falling for a creep like
Kyle who could never even seem to keep his lies
on straight, she still couldn't help but die a
little bit every time it was thrown in her face.
It was different when you told the story
yourself. You could be strong then, confident,
wise. But when you were ambushed by a kid, or
your sister, or
Emily-I'm-So-Holy-I-Can-Fly-Quartermaine-Cassadine,
the shame showered down like a freak summer
storm and was almost more than she could bear.
She couldn't believe she'd run away. She should
have met that past head-on. She should have
claimed it, explained it and cast it aside.
Instead she'd allowed the preciously perfect
Patron Saint of Port Charles to run her right
out the door and that was worse, infinitely
worse, than finding the courage to stand. To
stay. To deal.
"Al-la'na! Laa. Laa! Maadha hadath?"
Her head spun around at the sound of the wail
emerging from behind the kitchen door. The
smooth whirring of the mixer had stopped. It was
snarling now, its motor clearly struggling to
process whatever it was blending in the bowl.
Should she offer to help? She didn't know. The
woman had not asked for company or been open to
a word of conversation, just parked her on the
couch with her tea and disappeared. Maybe she
should just stay put. Maybe she should keep her
nose out of this.
"Laa tatalaa'ab ma'ii
tawaqqaf! Ughrub
'annii!"
Then again, maybe not.
She entered the kitchen just as the mixer gave
up the ghost. The woman dumped it, cord and all,
into the batter and thrust the bowl away,
glaring viciously after it as if daring the mess
to protest. "He is thin, you see," she contended
darkly, in a voice both quiet and cold. "So
thin. He forgets to eat. He is too busy
to eat and so I think, twist yourself into a
knot, Djinn, and make him fat again. Or for the
first time, I don't know," she dismissed in a
ruthless snap. "Filo I am good with. Dates,
nuts. Rugelach. Baklava. But no, I choose to
make him this favorite thing. This cookie. This
chocolate chip cookie." Her eyes closed, her
grip on the lip of the countertop flexing. "Is
it possible to buy them, do you know?"
"May I
?" Maxie tendered hesitantly,
reaching for the bowl. "Can I just
?"
The woman looked up with suspicion, then stepped
to the side to give her room.
"This is a very old mixer," she observed,
lifting it from the bowl and glancing around for
something she could use to scrape the batter
off.
"It came with the house," the woman allowed,
passing her a spatula.
"Well, it doesn't have the power to mix a cookie
dough. We'll have to do that by hand." She
scanned the length of the work surface, noting
the open boxes and bags of flour, sugar, baking
soda, salt, and the two smaller bowls of chopped
nuts and chips. "What's left to add?"
The woman drew the smaller bowls forward. "It
was the flour that killed the machine. Too much
flour, to my eye. It will never incorporate. You
are wasting your time."
"I always think so, too. It never looks right.
Do you have a wooden spoon?" The drawers by the
sink were opened and searched, three spoons
proffered for her use. She gestured toward the
largest and took it in her hand, throwing her
strength to scraping, blending and pounding this
mess into a single, cohesive whole. "Your name
is Jin?" she asked, looking up in time to catch
the woman's acquiescent nod. "Mine's Maxie. But
you know that, right?"
"I do. Maxim speaks of you frequently.
And
yes, I arrived yesterday just as your
visit came to its close."
"Oh." It was all she could think of to say, and
was glad she had this stubborn dough to inflict
her mortification on. Stand, Maxie, she
told herself in a firm, no-nonsense interior
voice. Stand and deal. "What's the
expression? Not my finest hour?" She lifted the
nuts from the counter and poured them into the
bowl. "I suppose she told you what that was all
about? Why I got so upset?"
"No," the woman stated flatly. "Maxim would not
allow it, though she offered many times. The
girl grew quite distressed. But Zimi said if he
wished to understand, he would look for that
understanding from you. He won't, though, you
know. He will never ask. If you are fearful of
this, you have no reason to be."
Something lurched in her stomach then, and made
her want to cry. Instead she reached for the
chocolate chips and kept her arm working. "My
mom says you can never escape the past, just be
proud that you lived through it." She turned the
bowl and revolved the dough, stirring and
stirring. "They must have a book of sayings like
that. Mothers, I mean. Words of wisdom for every
occasion; little soothing sentences they use
whenever their children's lives spin out of
control and smack into the wall. I bet your mom
had some, too."
"I had no mother," the woman pronounced, falling
to the task of cleaning up the countertop and
putting her ingredients away. "There once was a
woman who claimed she bore me. I believed her.
That was all." Silence descended for a span of
minutes, filled only with the sounds of closing
cabinet doors and the clink and clank of dishes
in the sink. She broke it on an instant to
observe. "I think that is Maxim at the front.
Perhaps we should take a look?"
They emerged from the kitchen to find him at the
landing, his fingers resting atop the boxes
she'd stacked in a cardboard pedestal there.
Lost in thought, he didn't look up and remarked
in a quiet voice, "She was here, then?"
"And still is," announced Djinn, drawing his
attention to their guest.
His head rose sharply and Maxie thought she
could detect relief in his face. "Thank God," he
expressed with a smile. "I thought our Officer
Spencer had finally awakened to the fact that
his police car didn't blend with the trees." He
stepped forward to offer her his hand. "That's
your vehicle parked outside? I'm so pleased
you're here. Are you all right?"
She felt the prickling of a blush creep to her
cheeks as she placed her hand in his. "I'm not
so sure Lucky would be happy to know you see him
out there."
"Then he should take better care to hide
himself," Djinn retorted indignantly. "It's not
as if he doesn't have a full forest of
vegetative cover."
"Djinn," Maxim reproved, giving his visitor a
surreptitious wink. "She's a creature of the
desert. She has excellent eyes. Come," he
gestured, escorting her down the few short steps
to the couch. "This is becoming a pattern with
us, isn't it? My need to apologize to you? We're
going to have to change that."
"But you didn't do anything wrong," she
insisted, lowering herself into her seat. "I
shouldn't have over-reacted. It's not like I
haven't heard that kind of stuff before. I'm
sure
I'm sure she just wasn't thinking
until, you know, it was way too late."
His brow lifted in bemusement as he reached for
her cold cup of tea and passed it backward into
Djinn's waiting hand. "It's generous of you to
say that. While I agree she seems to be
stunningly unperceptive, I thought the remark
held more than a degree of calculated intent.
Would you like more tea, or food perhaps? An
early lunch? Is there anything I can offer?"
"No," she said, shaking her head. "Actually, we
were in the middle of baking something. I should
probably help you finish that."
Djinn placed a staying hand on her shoulder.
"No. You visit with Maxim. I believe I can
finish. We are past the blending stage,
yes?"
"Sure. Yes, you're ready to go. The mixer
broke," she explained to her slightly puzzled
host. "We had to do the stirring by hand."
"And what were you stirring, if I may ask?"
"That's none of your business," his housemate
dismissed. "Your errand, Maxim. Did it
yield?"
"Unfortunately not." A look passed between them
that Maxie couldn't read, then flashed into the
ether like the trailing tail of a shooting star.
Quiet now, and deep in thought, the woman turned
to re-enter the kitchen. "A dangerous being, my
Djinn," he murmured, his gaze lingering on the
closing door. "Have a care where she is
concerned. Never underestimate the lengths
she'll go to achieve her every end." He seemed
to rouse himself then, and looked to his guest.
"It was good you could help her, though. She
won't forget that."
"It was nothing. Just a little snag. I kind
of
I kind of feel bad for her, you know?
She said she didn't have a mother, so all the
cooking and baking and stuff? It's gotta be
really hard."
"She told you that?"
The intensity of his tone caught her off-guard,
as did the sudden, inexplicable weight of his
stare. "Well, yes
I
she said
,"
Maxie stammered. "I'm sorry, should I not have
mentioned anything?"
"No. No," he soothed, relaxing back into his
ease, though she could see he was still
intrigued. "I'm simply surprised she shared this
with you. Djinn keeps a private soul. She is
self-sequestered. Completely concealed. The
little she reveals about her life, her longings
or her line of thinking is inevitably cryptic
and would take an expert to decode. There are no
experts, of course," he allowed with a
despairing sigh. "I thought I might qualify at
one point, but no. And so when you say she has
announced, in no uncertain terms, that to her
eye she had no mother
it
is
well
it's shocking, to tell you the
truth."
"Maybe I should learn to keep my mouth shut,"
Maxie huffed dejectedly.
"Not at all! Honestly, no," he assured her,
stretching to touch her arm. "She's opened a
door, don't you see? A gate to the path that
winds down through the very heart of her life.
What else did she say, if you don't mind my
asking?"
Maxie thought there was something to the
question she probably should mind but her
curiosity about this woman, held at bay for over
an hour, finally sprang to life with a hunger
that would not be denied. Who was she? Why was
she here? And, most important of all, what was
she to him? "Not much, really. Just that
a woman once claimed to be her mom, and she
believed her. I don't know what that means."
His hand retreated from her arm, his elbow
lifting to prop itself on the back of the couch
as he digested this. His gaze clouded; his legs
crossing on a sigh. "How much do you know about
a woman's place in the culture of the Middle
East?" he asked, his head tilting to study her
face.
"Mmm. I know about Afghanistan. The Taliban? How
women were second-class citizens there. How they
had to cover every inch of their bodies and they
couldn't work or laugh or talk or do anything to
draw attention to themselves. How they were
locked up and had to have a husband or a man
from their family escort them everywhere they
went. It's like they were prisoners."
"Yet some would advance that women are revered
more in Islamic society than anywhere else in
the world; that it is precisely because they are
so deeply cherished that such protective
measures are put into place. Every culture has
its facets, Max. And its fanatics. The Western
mind has a tendency to regard the Middle East in
broadstroke, through the eye of its own
technological, ideological and, yes, moral
achievements. There's a certain amount of hubris
there that blinds us to its vast complexity; to
its richness, to the essence of its soul. Djinn
was born of this culture and, while it would be
easy to see her life as a lesson in the value of
escape, one can never forget that she takes her
land, her people and their precepts with her
everywhere she goes. It's a part of her, and
will be so until the day she dies."
Maxie nodded, understanding this, although
entirely unable to imagine the woman she'd just
met consenting to be in any way beholden to a
man or a land or a culture so restrictive. He
seemed to sense the thought, his blue eyes
dancing for a moment on its inherent
inconsistency, before settling down to his
story.
"Djinn's mother was born into a desert tribe of
the Nedj, on a settlement at the edge of the Rub
al-Khali in Saudi Arabia. As a young girl her
duties were primarily confined to keeping house
- or tent, if you will. Some gardening, some
gathering, the occasional trip to the women's
souq to sell the surplus of her harvest.
Her true and inestimable value to her family
would come into play only when she reached
marriageable age and could be used to cement a
bond between two rival factions of her tribe.
Make no mistake, this is a vital and important
role, and was much esteemed for the peace, the
power and the influence it would bring, along
with the necessary, almost sacred sense of
tribal continuity it provided. She was treasured
for this, and felt its honor deeply. It was her
purpose. Her sense of worth.
"Unfortunately for her people, and for Iffat
herself, an accident occurred in her fourteenth
year that robbed her of the ability to bear
children - or so the local doctor claimed. And,
well, that was that. As she would never be a
mother giving birth to precious sons or even the
cold currency of daughters, her privileged
status was lost. She would be lucky now if a
man, out of pity, would consent to take her as a
second wife. Or a third. Her family felt the
shame of this and reacted accordingly. Her
friends were no longer her friends, but
superiors in the social structure. Those
sympathetic to Iffat permitted her, through the
goodness of their hearts, to perform the most
lowly of chores - whatever repugnant, unsanitary
task they had no desire to do themselves - in
order to allow her to prove she still held value
to the community. This was the kindest response.
There were more than a few men, young and brash,
who advised her father to leave her by the
roadside, or cast her to the center of a distant
city and let Allah name her fate."
He paused here to brush a piece of lint from the
fabric of his pants and she knew it a mindless
gesture meant to cover an emotional response.
His tone, while not pleased, was deliberately
non-judgmental when he took his breath to carry
on.
"By the age of seventeen, Iffat was little more
than a slave to her people and had given up the
hope that her life would change. Yet, as so
often happens when we resign ourselves to
disappointment, something or someone invariably
comes along to turn existence on its head. Such
a thing happened to Iffat one day on her way to
market. A man saw her. A kind man. A rich man. A
foreign man caught to that ineffable sensation
that attracts one human being to the next. Was
it the way she walked? The stony brightness of
her eye? The confidence with which she labored
to bring her harvest to the souq? Who
knows? Whatever he saw in this girl, though, was
enough to bring him back day after day on the
slim chance he might see her again and, were he
granted his most fervent wish, that she might
see him.
"This attention did not escape her brothers, who
approached him looking for a fight. But he was
good with words, this man, and keen in his
understanding of the culture that surrounded
him. A bargain was struck and Iffat given over
to his care for several thousand dollars and a
satellite dish. You might consider it a dower
price, although her brothers certainly did not.
They laughed behind his back when he married
her, this ignorant Western man who could just as
easily and, to their eye, more intelligently
have kept her as selam, or a secondary
lover. Well, they might laugh all they wanted.
Iffat, or Allah if you like, had a surprise in
store for them.
"When Iffat became pregnant in her first year of
marriage, no one was more shocked than she. The
impossible was possible, it seemed. A miracle
had come to be. And that shock, as one may
imagine, soon turned into joy and, soon after,
into pride. All the anger she felt for the
doctor's long-ago misdiagnosis and her
subsequent loss of status found a seat at the
heart of that pride and tainted it with
vengeance. Any reason would do to visit her
desert family, to parade her condition before
them and preen; to present them with the
physical proof they had been wrong. So swept up
was she in the need for vindication that it
wasn't long before she began to insist to all
who would listen that the child she carried was
a son. A son has great value to the tribes of
the desert. A son is the most priceless offering
a woman can present to her community. To have
them imagine she'd been capable of this, and to
imagine it herself, gave her great pleasure and
set her to whistling throughout the course of
her pregnancy. She was, undoubtedly, happier in
those nine months than she had been or would be
for the rest of her life."
His head fell back and his eyes closed, a frown
creasing his brow as he located the less than
happy ending of his tale. "This was the
circumstance into which Djinn entered the world.
As a girl she was a disappointment from the
moment the cord was cut. All her mother's pride
vanished in that instant, to be replaced by
little more than a listless maternal apathy. A
daughter was not what she wanted. A daughter was
not what she deserved. And though she
tried year after year with an unrelenting
diligence afterward, no other miracles were
gifted to Iffat. Djinn was to be her only child,
her almost son, her defeat. It was a reality she
could never quite manage to accept, much less
embrace. So when Djinn tells you she had no
mother this is what she means. And I can add
with a fair amount of certainty that Iffat, were
she alive today, would no doubt agree."
A knock on the door had him out of his seat
before Maxie could respond, leaving her to
process what she could of this past and the
flood of empathy it engendered. Her hands came
together in her lap as she thought about that
mother and daughter, wringing with an impotent
sadness right up until the moment she caught
sight of her watch. That's not the time. It
couldn't be the time. She was late! Mrs. Hardy
was going to flip! Hurrying to collect her coat
and purse, she rose from the sofa and rushed to
the door with an apology on her lips. "I'm
sorry, I've got to get to the hospital. I forgot
I had the afternoon shift!"
Maxim signed the clipboard with a flourish and
sent the messenger on his way. "You should go,
then," he encouraged. "But before you do, where
would you like these boxes? I could put them
upstairs with the first or leave them here until
you return."
"Upstairs is fine," she replied as she scurried
through the door, then stopped for a second to
turn back. "Could you tell her good-bye for me?
That it was very nice to meet her?"
"Djinn? Of course," he agreed with a smile. "I'm
sure she would say the same."
Maxie hesitated a moment longer, searching for
something kinder to add but failed to find the
words. She saw him nod and knew he understood.
"Thanks," she chirped with a wave, then spun to
skip down the front porch steps.
"It's arrived, then?"
"It has." Maxim ripped the tab from the
messenger's envelope and reached into its
cardboard sleeve, pulling out the invitation.
The crest emblazoned on the linen rag was
patently unmistakable. He withdrew the note and
read it, then passed it into her waiting hand.
"We are invited to dine."
"To be inspected, you mean. To be called like
errant children to splay our hands and show the
state of our fingernails. Maxim, you will not
take those boxes up," she ordered, still
scanning the invitation.
He had already lifted the first of the cartons
but deigned at her command to stop, balancing
the box atop his knee. When it became evident
she had said all she planned to say, he resumed
his journey up the stairs.
"Maxim."
He halted once again, turning to find a finger
crooked in accusation at the box. He knew she
thought him too weak for this and, in truth, he
was growing quite tired of that assertion. "You
know," he observed, returning the carton to his
knee, "you don't need me to make your friends
for you. You're more than capable of doing that
yourself."
This was enough to arch a brow. "I have no idea
what you're talking about."
He fell back against the wall with a grin. "How
many times have I heard you say it is the labor
that gives a dish its spirit?"
"Maxim, your point eludes me," she sniffed.
"Unlikely," he countered on a laugh, marking the
way she stiffened on the landing beneath him.
"Shall I be plain, then? Very well. Djinn, in
all the years I've known you - with every dish
you've made, every meal you've prepared - I've
never seen the sight of it or heard it or known
it even once to be used. Since when do you
employ a mixer?"
Were he closer he was certain he would feel the
ire that flexed those fists and thundered such a
spark in her eye. Alas, he was not and so he
simply turned to climb the remaining stairs.
Arabic Translation (of Djinn's kitchen
expletives):
"Al-la'na! Laa. Laa! Maadha hadith?"
"Damn! No. No! What's wrong?"
"Laa tatalaa'ab ma'ii
tawaqqaf! Ughrub
'annii!"
"Don't mess around with me
stop it! Go to
hell!"
Requiem (14)
I inhabit a sacred wound
I inhabit imaginary ancestors
I inhabit an obscure will
I inhabit a long silence
Lebkuchen. It would have been lebkuchen thirty
years ago, culled from her
great-great-grandmother's recipe - a parchment
scrap handed down tenderly, chastely, from one
generation to the next
until finally it
came to the last; to the sole remaining pair of
family hands still at work in the world and
still capable of producing this epicurean
treasure. Baba Mari's spiced honey cake with its
spongy chunks of candied citron, orange and
lemon peel had been a true magnificence; its
every slice a spectacle; its every bite
ambrosia. Helena had adored it. Fond of poison
as she was, the Dowager had never been able to
resist the kindest of them all. Sugar she loved,
and sweets. That she still kept teeth was such a
mystery.
Mrs. Landsbury broke the seal on the canister of
Kievan honey, struck its wire brace and gently
thumbed the glass lid up to expose the nectar to
the open air. A single sterling silver fork,
cleaned twice for certainty, plunged to press
the comb apart. One hand on the fork and the
other lifting, she tipped to pour her portion
out to the measuring cup beneath, then twisted
the canister in a quick right angle to prevent
the loss of a drop. Enough here, she
ascertained, for the cake and the game hens and
some scones besides. If she took a care. And she
always took a care.
No lebkuchen today. No lebkuchen since the Count
had wrested the Estate from his mother's hands
some twenty years past. Like treacle,
he'd said, and cloying, turning her
instead to the palate of the Greek; his
karidpeta with its molasses and nuts. This was
the only honey cake Master Nikolas had sampled
in his childhood and as such held a cherished
place on the list of his favorite desserts.
Proper, she thought, that it be served on so
important an occasion as his meeting with his
long-lost cousin. What he knew or didn't know,
had been told or hadn't was, in the end,
unimportant. Maxim's honey to Nikolas' sweet
blended means to meaning in a way their absent
father would have both understood and
appreciated. Perhaps even desired, when all was
said and done.
There were days, once upon a time, when he had
desired just this much. Days when he had
dreams
"I apologize, Mrs. Landsbury, for what may
seem to be an impetuous decision on my part. I
realize it will be difficult at first, but
Nikolas is comfortable with how the house is run
and I can't imagine he will alter much in regard
to your duties or those of the staff. He's still
quite young, though. He may require patience on
occasion."
She lowered her head as she so often did when
people thought to inform her of things she
already knew, and spied a crease of forgotten
dust on the clawed left foot of the study desk.
She made a mental note, composed a second
warning for the morning maid and carved out the
minutes in her schedule to deliver it all before
he'd taken the breath he required to
continue.
"I've written out my itinerary in the unlikely
event you should find the need to consult with
me." He lifted his page and she walked forward,
taking it from his hand. "London first. Then
Greece and Geneva. By the time we leave Versoix
the Milanese renovations should be done. Italy
will hold us through summer, I think, lasting to
the start of his internship."
It was all a little pantomime, of course. An
obfuscative exercise designed to hide his
heart's cavort. He needn't bother taking the
pains; she thought it a wasted effort. The
dancing of his fingers across the desk was
enough to give him away. The bounce of his eye,
the brightness of his tone, his need to idly
emphasize the plurality of the journey. We. Us.
His. Did he imagine she didn't know precisely
who he was talking about? If he wished to
discuss Maxim he should simply come out and do
so. Look at him waiting so expectantly on the
gist of her response! She allowed herself the
briefest of interior sighs. Very well.
"His studies are progressing, I trust?"
"Oh yes, oh yes," he replied in a poor attempt
at detachment. "He's nothing short of brilliant,
or so his instructors say. He jumped a level at
the start, you know. It was a concern at first.
A new university, an alien curriculum, the
transition he'd be forced to make. We worried
he'd put too much on his plate. But I must say
he's handled the brunt of it admirably, managing
to rise to the top of his class in less than six
months time. A ranking he's held to this
day."
Although he played at disaffection, Mrs.
Landsbury was sure he had the boy's grades
somewhere close at hand and would produce them
on an instant should she evince the slightest
desire for proof. She did not. "And he has
adjusted to this life?"
"Like a duck to water. More than that. Like a
falcon released from the wrist," he declared
with a demonstrative lift of his arm. "Do you
know he's shown a remarkable facility for
languages? A mimetic aptitude, they say, that
allows him to duplicate not only the savor of a
tongue but its every dialectical distinction.
The romance languages were absorbed in a
heartbeat. Russian took a fortnight more - the
speaking not the writing. Cyrillic is always an
ache. I look forward to introducing the Greek.
By summer's end, with my assistance, we hope to
have it mastered. What?"
The moue had appeared for a moment only yet he
caught its flicker on her face, his brow lifting
as he sought its meaning. She cursed this lapse
in reserve and its sudden, subsequent need to be
explained. "Summer, as I understand it," she
forthrightly pronounced, "is a season the young
look forward to for its lack of intellectual
labor."
"If I thought it would be a labor
" he
sustained, taking mild offense. But he was still
smart enough to examine her contention and
perceive its underlying intent. "You may have a
point," he conceded, a rare grin rising from the
well of that truth. "Tai Chi, then. And sailing.
Riding, perhaps. I should order him a mount."
His arm reached out for the phone.
"It's possible he has some ideas of his
own."
"True, true." The hand fisted to rest on the
desk inches short of that phone. He rapped the
wood once, then twice, in restive frustration.
"What do I say to him? How should I be with him?
It's been a year, a year since I
saw him last. They change, you know. They
evolve. Intellectually. Perceptually. Nikolas
was always here, always at my side. He took his
lessons in this very house. Maxim
well, it
was impossible to leave him on his own in
Geneva. Just a tutor or two and the household
staff? No. But university life? Such a cauldron
of competing influences. It's hard to know what
to expect."
"And so you expect nothing," she advised in a
quiet voice. "You take what you get and you work
with that, as we all do."
His features grew bleak with these words. One
child he had raised nearly from birth, one hand
immersed in every facet of his life - teasing,
taunting, training that spirit to arise equipped
for all the challenge it would face. This other
soul was a stranger to him, a work already
in-progress when finally they came to meet. He
so wanted to be proud, needed to be proud not
only of his son but of himself as a father.
Though how could he expect to be? The earning,
on both sides, had hardly taken place. Back to
the middle of beginnings he was, and not at all
happy with the seat.
"A pipe dream it seems, at times," he confessed,
his fingers lifting to rub the remaining
stardust from his eyes. "These two
boys
men
marching into the future,
ruling the Empire side-by-side. It's not too
early to introduce him to the concept of
advisors. Who does he have? These ersatz
'musketeers'? Milan will test him, I know that.
But there will come a day, inevitably
" He
blinked hard and shook his head but could not,
in the end, erase the thought. And so he gave it
voice. "I will not live forever, despite what
some may claim."
Three years. He had three years left at that
point. Far too soon for her. Not soon enough for
others, or so it appeared. As she poured the
honey into the syrup now bubbling in a saucepan
on the stove, she found herself mouthing a
retroactive prayer that he had crafted some sort
of life for himself in those last, leisured
months in Milan. Enough of a life to find peace
in death. Enough of a life to make up for what
he'd spent seeing to the needs of others. Well
or poorly pursued, his dreams were all
vicarious; his ambitions at their root intended
to bloom always in someone else's garden, to be
cut and gathered and arranged in someone else's
empty vase. That he had a rose of his own, one
small, sturdy, selfishly-tended rose, was all
she hoped for or thought to ask.
"Oooh, what are you making?" the young mistress
of Wyndemere cried, bursting through the door
with a widened eye and an enthusiastic sniff of
the kitchen air. "I could smell it all the way
from the study!" Spying the honey open on the
counter, she sunk a finger in, withdrew it with
a twist and slipped it solidly between her lips.
"Mmm, this is good! I bet it would be great in
our morning tea."
"Then I will serve it at breakfast tomorrow,"
Mrs. Landsbury replied. And every breakfast
thereafter, she sighed, marking the taint
and scratching the game hens from her menu. A
roast, perhaps? A rack of lamb? It was suddenly
a very good thing she had time to sift through
second choices.
"Ms. Davis," he announced, leaning over the
table to offer her his hand. "I was surprised to
get your call. I had assumed the matter would be
dealt with over dinner at Wyndemere."
Alexis produced her most professional smile, the
one that never quite managed to reach her
calculating eye, and waited for him to take his
seat. "I'm happy to see you've moved beyond the
need to hold your agenda so close to the vest.
You admit you're behind it, then? The Order of
Exhumation?"
He laughed, hooking the napkin with his finger
and unfolding it in his lap. "I lost my taste
for vests some time ago. In fact, I'm not sure I
ever had one," he submitted with a wink.
"Perhaps when I was young. Someone's idea of
Sunday morning best. As for the order? Langston
is the creature of another, I'm afraid. I'm
nothing but eyes-and-ears."
"I have a hard time believing that."
She watched him scan the Metro-Court's dining
room from the fresh perspective of his chair,
his gaze taking in the art, the architecture,
the modern mood of the restaurant's
décor. Though still new enough to bear
the chill of recent construction, she had to
admit Jax had done a good job with this. She
could easily make it a second home, or a third,
or at the very least a high-end venue she could
use to conference with her wealthier clientele.
The waiter arrived and she waved away the menu
he sought to slip into her hand. "Just coffee
for me, thank you."
"Tea," ordered her guest without looking up at
the man. As his head rounded to finish his
inspection, his glance came to rest on her face
and another examination began - this one sure to
be peppered with the politic preliminary
chit-chat. He surprised her, though, and came
straight to the point. "Are you here to warn me
off or provide an explanation?"
"A little bit of both," she replied, a hand
descending to the sleeve of her briefcase to
pull out her file. She removed the copies she'd
made of the autopsy report and death
certificate, sliding them across the tablecloth
into the territory of his place setting. He made
no move to pick them up. "Your proof of death,"
she stated, meeting his steady stare. "Need a
witness? You're looking at one. I was present at
the funeral. It was open casket. I'll testify to
that in court."
"But not to his interment at Memorial Glen.
These distinctions are what concern me, Ms.
Davis. They give rise to questions, and those
questions to speculation. You're a lawyer. You
know the drill."
"I do," she affirmed, nodding curtly. "And I'm
telling you not to waste your time with this.
Read the records. Talk to the people who were
there. My brother is dead
"
my
brother is dead, my brother is dead
An
odd echo that took an odder second to move past.
"And the location of his final resting place is
entirely immaterial. You can take the matter up
with Nikolas if you like, but I'm telling you
there's nowhere to go with this; no pot of gold
to be found at the end of this particular
rainbow."
"It's not about the money, Natasha," he revealed
in a quietly dispassionate voice. And his eyes,
those eyes
she was more convinced than ever
that he had a personal stake in this. Before she
could chase the intuition down, he'd reached
into his jacket to remove an envelope he offered
with the languid stretch of his arm. She took
it, opened it, read it and released a reductive
laugh.
"My, my. Aren't you the busy little beaver? What
were you doing in Florida, if you don't mind my
asking?"
"I go where the road takes me," he responded
around the waiter's arm. The conversation paused
briefly as the tea and coffee were served.
Additional minutes were given over to creaming,
sugaring and stirring - dulling the strength of
both the drinks and the dark determinations. "I
understand you lived with Dr. Lewis for a short
period of time."
"I'm not sure what we experienced could qualify
as living together. It was complicated and,
frankly Mr. Cassadine, I don't know you well
enough to descend into detail. If you're asking
whether I've kept any of his belongings, I
haven't. Did he owe me money? No. In fact, I
owed him. He posted bail for me once," and here
she scowled despite herself. "He composed a loan
agreement on the spot. Fourteen percent! That's
triple the going interest rate! Would he
negotiate? Not for a second. He couldn't spare
an ounce of consideration. Tight-fisted,
tightwad, tight-ass," she sputtered beneath her
breath. "Say what you want, the man was tight."
She caught his smile behind the rim of the
teacup and attempted to rein in her pique. "If
you'd like me to find it
?"
"That's not necessary," assured Maxim. "The
family is merely concerned that no one be left
out-of-pocket." She passed back the letter and
he set down his tea to receive it, returning it
to his jacket. "I've collected Dr. Lewis'
belongings from the hospital - project profiles,
article outlines, office adornments and the like
- and I came across something I thought might
best reside in your possession." He patted down
his overcoat, locating the item deep in an outer
pouch. His hand sunk to withdraw a small
cassette of the size used for dictation. He
tossed it on the table and she eyed him
suspiciously before consenting to pick it up.
"Your session tape, I believe. First and
last?"
Her mind raced back at breakneck speed, flipping
through a catalogue of ancient memories -
Cameron, Dr. Lewis, in his professional
capacity, D.I.D., Dobson
When? When? -
until she hit upon the day the recording was
made. The breast cancer run, early afternoon.
I sometimes find it easier to tape sessions
with patients. Do you mind? Damn! What had
she talked to him about? What had she said?
She'd sought him out, she remembered that. Had
to beg him to consent to take her on as a
patient. Again. She'd been frantic about
something. What? What? And suddenly the mist
cleared. I've made a deal with the
devil
The justice system failed
me
He's going to ruin Ned
"Four minutes and twenty-six seconds," Maxim
relayed, reaching once again for his tea.
"Nothing too surprising. Certainly nothing worth
holding over your head. That he kept it in a
pencil box with paper clips and pins is an
indication, I think, of his own sense of its
insignificance. Your participation in the
conspiracy to destroy Mr. Ashton's reputation in
an effort to regain custody of your child has
become a matter of public record, after all. I
wonder, though," he mused in a curiously
facetious tone, "if this is a part of that long
list of sins for which your brother, as you've
implied, was so deservedly brought to trial? I
gather you view the crime as his and his alone?"
He let the question stand just long enough for
the insinuation to sink before adding, "I
thought, at the end of the day, you might like
to have it."
"I appreciate that," she countered, working to
keep her voice even as she closed the cassette
in her fist. She suspected his analysis of its
content was correct, but would have to hear it
to be sure. His comment about Stefan she didn't
bother to address. His outsider status robbed
him of the means he'd need to truly
understand.
"As far as I've been able to ascertain, Dr.
Lewis lived in three apartments while working in
Port Charles - his first, yours, and the one
that housed him to the day of his death. You say
you've kept none of his belongings and I've
inspected the rest. Is there any other place you
can think of, some non-residential location, in
which he might have left a possession
behind?"
"Why?" she snapped, her mistrust of his motives
plainly broadcast by the dubious expression on
her face. "Why are you being so thorough about
this?"
His eyes drifted down to the table, the edge of
his hand artlessly brushing at rogue granules of
sugar scattered beyond his saucer's rim. "His
ex-wife's peace of mind," he answered after a
time, then glanced up at her from beneath the
furl of a troubled brow. "You're aware she's in
an institution? He told you that, yes?"
He hadn't, no. Yet it made sense. "I was aware
she fell into a depression but he didn't go into
detail."
"That depression never ended. Or if it did she
had, by that time, retreated to a place from
which she could not be recalled. It's a sad
story and my primary reason for accepting this
assignment. Whatever I can bring her, they say,
while it will not heal her might serve to ease
her in the day-to-day. I like to think, were
this my wife, someone would find the kindness to
do the same."
"He had a cabin," she offered abruptly. "Stinson
Lake. Deer's head over the fireplace. It's very
rustic, but it's all his. I wouldn't bring her
the deer's head, though," she advised through a
grimace. A second passed and she huffed a sour
sigh. "On second thought, do. It might be the
perfect prod to remind her of the man she was
married to."
"Maxie?"
A triangular wedge of light stamped itself on
the floor at her feet and promptly expanded as
her mother's curiosity quested through the door.
An irrational panic surged, urging her to pull
her sneakers back, to conceal herself inside the
vacant space left by his cartons. Might have
worked on her dad with his gruff, cursory scan,
but this was Mom - a woman who never failed to
scour the corners. Her fingers patted her face,
searching for any stray trace of a tear that
hadn't been wiped away, then she squinted in
expectation of what was now inevitable; the flip
of a switch that would flood this garage with
blinding illumination, leaving no safe place to
hide. But the inevitable was evitable today, it
seemed. The darkness remained and all that
changed was the number of people in it.
"I brought you some hot chocolate," she said,
passing down the mug to where her daughter sat
on the old, cold cement. "Can I join you for a
minute?"
Maxie reached to take the cup and slid further
down the wall. "How did you know I was out
here?"
"It's where I'd be," Felicia asserted, buckling
her legs to sit while balancing her own steaming
mug in the well of both hands. "I might even
pitch a tent. Stake my claim. Make a big ol'
emotional statement. I can hear your
great-grandmother now. Oh, Felicia, what ARE
you doing?" She flashed a brilliant,
mischievous grin. "Some people get it. Some
people don't."
Maxie doubted her mother 'got' it, but knew she
was making an effort. "It's not
I don't
want to stay here, you know."
"Oh, I know. It's just where you are. Not in the
garage in the dark, really, but trying not to
let go. I may not have known Zander very well,
and I certainly don't approve of the choices he
made when it came to my daughter, but I can see
how much he meant to you
"
"Means to me."
"Means to you," she revised. "And I want you to
know I can respect that. I can and I do. Aw,
Maxie," her mother murmured on a softly
collapsing breath, "I really wish I'd been here.
Maybe it's better that I wasn't, though. You
know me. I'd probably have tried to protect my
baby and you would have hated that."
"Yeah," she admitted, yet went on to add, "but
if anyone could have found out who really shot
Detective Beck, it would have been you. Dad
wasn't going to listen to me. If he knew I'd
even talked to Zander he'd have gone completely
ballistic, past psycho with the third degree.
Who? What? When? Where? Why? You know how he
gets. He'd have hunted Zander down even harder
just to keep him away from me."
"Detective Beck. Now remind me again, who was
he?"
"The policeman Zander was accused of shooting.
The crime that sent him on the run. He swore he
didn't do it and, Mom, I so believed him. He
just got caught
I don't know, in something
else. Something even Detective Beck didn't want
to come out. But Mac, to him a policeman's word
is gospel. Gold. The take-no-prisoners truth.
Like they're totally incapable of lying. But
they're not, you know. They're not. And I'm
telling you Zander didn't do it. There's someone
out there, walking the streets of Port Charles
this minute, who got away with shooting a
cop."
She could tell her mother was skeptical, but she
didn't have the strength at this stage to launch
an all-out defense. She'd done that so many
times over the last, tortured year, and it never
made a difference. No one ever changed their
minds. They just shook their heads with that
poor-you look that made her feel like she was
three steps shy of an extended stay at
Shadybrook. Best to drop the subject, which she
did, and soon found the room enveloped in a
thick grey silence. It wasn't long before
Felicia laid a hand on her daughter's knee, then
forced herself to rise.
"Let me know if there's anything you need. I'll
try to keep him out of here as long as I can,
but he'll come through that door eventually. And
I think we both know he's not going to be too
happy to find you sitting in the dark."
"Mom," she called, almost in afterthought, when
Felicia reached the door. "Did you want a son?
When I was born, I mean. Did you want me to be a
boy?"
Her mother scrunched her nose at the unexpected
question. "Where'd that come from?" When
it became obvious the query was in earnest she
paused less than an instant to think and laughed
out loud. "A girl. I wanted a girl so badly I
could taste it! But I'll tell you a secret my
darling Maria Maximilliana Jones," she added,
her voice pitching to a whisper. "I didn't want
just any old girl. I needed a girl like you. I
always have and I always will."
With this, and a not-so-sly set of
firmly-crossed fingers, she closed the door and
allowed her daughter the room to find her
way.
Requiem (15)
In the west the falling light still
glows,
and the clustered housetops glitter in the
sun,
but here Death is already chalking the doors
with crosses,
and calling the ravens, and the ravens are
flying in.
"If you took a phone
"
"You can't take a phone on horseback. Not
through a training exercise. It deflects the
animal's attention."
"Only if it rings."
"Which it would have done had I taken it. You're
not wearing that, are you?"
Emily tore her eyes away from the nude body of
her prince, still damp from the steam of his
shower, the small tails of hair at the back of
his neck dripping water down his spine, to take
a quick inventory of her outfit. Beige linen
pants and a perfectly darling pink paisley
blouse. "What's wrong with this?" she asked,
disappointed to discover a towel in place by the
time she raised her head.
"I'm wearing a suit," he announced, as if it
were answer enough. A comb raked the crown of
his scalp, then was set aside as he examined his
jaw, judging its need of a shave. "I thought we
said seven."
"That's what you told me," she
snapped, catching the accusation through the
open closet door. Three summer skirts ran down
the rod in pure agitation. "And no one said
anything about dressing up. Your dinner's at
eight. I know that's late but there's nothing I
can do about it now. It took every kind word I
had to convince the day maid to stay the extra
hours. She wasn't pleased. She doesn't like
taking the launch after dark. I don't see why
Mrs. Landsbury couldn't handle that
herself."
"I told you to put her in charge. You didn't
want to do that. You wanted to see to the
details yourself. Delegation, Em. It's a good
thing."
Delegation was for corporate magnates and old
grey CEO's, she fumed, pulling her champagne
silk from its hanger. A coldly-impersonal
approach to take when it came to social events
and the entertainment of guests. A lady
should always put her own distinctive stamp on
her gatherings. Grace her affairs with a soupcon
of individual style; her unique imprimatur.
Imprimatur. It was a word she'd loved from the
moment her grandmother first used it in a
sentence; an idea soaked in elegance; steeped in
taste and refinement. She'd been witness to
countless examples of Lila Quartermaine's skill
in this regard - the delicate charm of her teas,
the precise polish of her parties, the cultured
sophistication stitched into the splendor of
every major fete. Her renown as a hostess of
substance was such that it sent all of Port
Charles society (and on occasion the entire
northern seaboard) atwitter at the mere
suggestion she might, once again, be occupied
composing a guest list. And as Mrs. Edward
Quartermaine's hand-picked successor - everyone
said it so it must be true - Mrs. (Princess)
Emily Quartermaine-Cassadine, wife of Prince
Nikolas Cassadine, would not fail to pick up
that baton. Her first soiree, intimate though it
was, would sparkle with her own sense of
fashion, flair and finishing touches. One
couldn't delegate that kind of thing. Not and
expect to maintain one's reputation.
"So they're early," he murmured, sidling up from
behind to twine his arm around her waist. "I say
let them wait."
"No, no, no. Zip me up," she ordered, neatly
slipping out of the embrace. "I have to check on
the food and take a last look at the table
arrangements. You should have told me this was
formal. I would have used the sterling."
"We still have sterling?" grumbled the prince,
sourly renouncing his seductive intent. "How is
that possible?"
"My grandmother's bridal set. It's been in the
family for generations. I'd never sell it. We'll
be passing it down to our children." She eyed
him through the dressing room mirror; a sharp,
shaming glance that sent him trudging back to
his own closet to contend with his clothes.
Pearls, she thought, as she inspected herself
one final time through the glass. A string of
pearls to soften the look and graciousness, too.
Tons and tons of graciousness to forgive the
fact that they were early. What were they
thinking, these people, arriving thirty minutes
ahead of time? The very least one might expect
of one's guests is that they learn to look at a
watch.
Kachok.
It was his first impression of this prince; the
Russian term for a muscled man - a brawn, a
hatchet, a bully. Had he not entered the room
with that air of dark, ennobled grace so
distinctly Cassadine in nature, he might easily
have been mistaken for one of their brutish
bodyguards. Not at all the precious, endangered
heir he had come to expect - the boy his father
held in reverence; the sensitively civilized
all-but-son he had gone to such pains to
protect. Even the family photographs, clearly
out-of-date, had failed to provide a clue to his
physique's propensity for bulk; this thickset
heft; this hardened husk. And a husk it was, he
concluded, as he watched the man walk to the
center of the room, drawing his infamous bride
along like a prized Pekingese. A husk, a shell,
an armor manufactured to protect whatever
trembled in his soul, whatever had gone quaking
at a time not so very long ago.
"Mozhna?" Maxim inquired, lifting the
large black folio from where he'd set it on the
desk.
If his host was taken aback by this slip into
the ancient introductory ritual, he did not show
it. "Pozhalyusta," the prince permitted,
drawing straight to a formal pose.
"Moyo pochteniye, Nikolai Stavrosovich.
Razresheetye poznakomit'sya. Minya szvut
Maximillian Cassadine. U minya est'dlya vas
nibal'shoy padarak." The folio, balanced
flat atop the ten tips of his fingers, was
proffered with a curt nod of his head and a
subtle click of his heels.
The gift was accepted with respect. "Dabro
pazhalavat, Maximillian. Spasiba za
padarak."
The custom completed, his guest stepped back and
relaxed his ceremonial posture while Nikolas
pulled the silken cord and drew the cover apart.
His quick intake of breath was gratifying, the
cold, hard look he shot this stranger more than
a little interesting, and his wife's wide-eyed
squeal of wonder perfectly predictable.
"That's Laura!" Emily cried, contenting herself
to relay what was most obvious.
"Where did you get these?" asked her husband as
he carefully turned the top sketch over to
inspect the next, and then the next.
Maxim took the responses in order. "Laura, yes.
Skazi's preliminary drawings for the portrait,
as you can see. Your uncle left them in bequest
to the family archives. These are only copies,
I'm afraid. They were quite adamant about
retaining the originals. In fear, I suspect,
that someone might get it into their heads to
light another match."
"I'm sorry, I don't
" his hostess
queried.
"Stefan burned the portrait," Nikolas explained,
passing the folio over into his wife's eager
hands. "I was unaware my uncle had arranged to
make any bequests."
"Oh, yes. They numbered in the dozens, all
catalogued in his will."
"No, that's not possible. Stefan didn't have a
will," Emily mused, her finger gently tracing a
charcoaled curl of Laura's hair. The motion
stopped abruptly, her gaze rising from the page.
"Did he?"
"Of course he did," her husband retorted,
scowling with the revelation of a precautionary
measure a man like Stefan Cassadine would not
have failed to take. "Why wasn't I informed of
this? When was it read? Who did he name?"
What did he leave to me? Maxim watched
the warring emotions charge across this prince's
face. Suspicion, disgust, rage, resentment and,
for a single fleeting instant, undisguised
greed. He seemed to settle, finally, on a
self-possessed sense of entitlement. Probably a
product of his upbringing and no doubt the
manner most comfortable to him. "As you were not
mentioned in the document beyond a recounting of
the pre-arrangement he'd made to bequeath you
the contents of this house, there was no
obligation to inform you. You can't imagine
anyone wanted to intrude on so profound a
grief?"
"This house and everything in it is a part of
the Cassadine Estate. It belongs to me. How can
he leave me what I already own?"
Maxim shifted his weight, his brow creasing in
clear discomfort at having to explain, but
Nikolas showed no sign of relenting and stood in
stony silence waiting for his answer.
"As I understand it - and I'm no expert, mind
you - Spoon Island and all the structures on it
fall within the holdings of the Cassadine
Estate. But surely you took notice over the
years of the many small treasures your uncle
brought with him to grace this home? Some of
them were quite valuable. A few even priceless.
His reputation as a collector of antiquities was
not undeserved. While I've never had occasion to
tour this house," he contended indicatively, "I
can tell you it held a selection of Mayan
ceremonial bowls any prestigious museum would
have given its eye teeth to obtain. The same
with his bashkir falcons. Nine onyx birds from
the Ottoman era, the largest collection of its
kind known to be whole and free-standing. The
Faberge sterling. The Persian textiles. The
Dresden plate. You're aware of all of this, I'm
sure. There's no reason to go on except to add
that I'm most interested in seeing his Russian
iconography, particularly the enameled
Transfiguration once owned by Nicholas the
Second. Acquired, as I recall, to commemorate
your birth and baptism into the faith?"
"Gone. All gone now, Maxim. We've come too late
for that. We are always late, it seems. Except,
of course, when we are early," she amended in an
amused voice from the back of the room.
The prince recognized the tone at once - its
dulcet irreverence, its mellow mischief - and
turned fully expecting to find the same
black-clad figure he'd encountered on the bluff.
What he saw wiped every expectation from his
mind and the arrogant frown from his face.
She lingered at the rail of the rise, then
descended the steps to the landing slowly -
entertained by his astonishment and marking the
sweep of his gaze over what had been hidden from
him atop those cliffs. Her long, lithe line of a
body took the stairs with a sensual grace, the
tails of her vibrant, multi-colored skirt
switching against her calves; its gauze
whispering through hues he found impossibly
vivid; richly ripe yet soft and opaque like the
misted tail of a rainbow's end. A matching
blouse fell from her shoulder - insolently, he
thought - revealing skin tinged with a bronze
known only to the races of the Fertile Crescent.
Her hair, black and thick as the oil flowing
beneath those sands, had been thrust through a
complicated knot to fountain down her back. The
length of her burnished neck was sublime, those
lips cunning, those cheekbones erected like
monuments to cradle eyes so large and
dark
hard on an instant yet the next awash
in a swirl of smoke and shadow; they mesmerized
with ease. Here were secret meanings, mysteries
to be stolen, truths to be met. Those eyes, over
every other undeniably magnificent feature, were
what managed to hold him prisoner throughout her
crossing of the floor.
"There you are," Maxim observed with the slight
note of a chide. "I thought you'd gotten
lost."
"Oh," she countered with a chide of her own.
"Your prince is in no hurry to meet the likes of
me. Give him a second and he'll call a guard to
chase me from the room." A devilish eye rose to
her host, enjoying his sudden discomfort. "You
require a formal introduction, true? Best be
quick about it, Zimi, or the table will be set
for three."
Maxim cast her a jaundiced look she chose to
ignore, then struck himself to the task of
making acquaintance. "Nikolas and Emily
Cassadine, permit me to introduce my companion,
Lady Esme Cardiff. Esme, our hosts."
"A pleasure," she expressed, allowing her hand
to be taken by the man while the girl at his
side gave her half of what appeared to be a
calculating nod.
"Welcome to our home," Nikolas intoned. "I
apologize for my brusqueness at our first
meeting. A surprising number of visitors to Port
Charles mistake Spoon Island for a tourist
attraction. Some manage to cross the harbor and
climb the bluff. A few come knocking at the door
for a map. My misapprehension entirely. I hope
you can forgive me."
"Don't be silly," piped his wife, snaking her
arm through his sleeve. "Of course she forgives
you. It was an honest mistake."
"Perhaps we should trade apologies, then?" Maxim
suggested diplomatically as his companion drew
back to his side. "We saw the possibility of fog
this evening and took the launch in advance of
its arrival. In an effort to avoid being late,
we were irremissibly early."
"Apology accepted. We're even," declared Emily
with a brightly-naïve little grin. "Why,
I'll even forgive your mood at the cottage if
you'll forgive me for not calling first. Do we
have a deal, Maximillian?"
"Oh, you must call him Maxim. Everyone does,"
Esme insisted through the tightest of smiles,
her hand questing after her companion's, their
fingers intertwining. "You're cold," she
announced abruptly, her eyes narrowing in
concern. "Nikolas, I noticed a hearth in your
dining room. Would it be possible to lay a
fire?"
Maxim stiffened. "Djinn
"
"Of course," granted the prince.
"I must apologize for the presumption of my
friend," his guest submitted swiftly. "She is,
at times, genuinely over-protective of my
health."
"And he is genuinely embarrassed by it." A small
silence ensued as she measured his ire, then
dismissed it out-of-hand. "I will not ask
forgiveness for this. In fact, I think we've
tendered enough apologies to last us the rest of
the week."
"I agree. Shall we sit?" Nikolas gestured to the
interior of the room as he crossed to the bar to
pour himself a drink. "Can I offer you anything?
Cognac? Scotch? I can call for wine. We have a
fine white in the cellar, a few ignominious
reds. There's a pinot noir you might find
amusing." Ice cracked as the vodka poured, then
again as he brought the glass to his lips,
fracturing from the warmth of the fortification
he sent in a swallow down his throat.
"Tonic?" Maxim queried, approaching from
behind.
"I'm sure it's in there somewhere," he
acknowledged with a short laugh. "Help yourself.
Lady Cardiff? Emily?" The women demurred and he
took his drink to the sofa, sinking into the far
end, his arm lifting to allow his wife to nestle
against his chest. Lady Cardiff, he saw, had
settled on the upholstered arm of the chair,
saving the cushion for her 'companion'. He
wondered at their connection and Emily,
appearing to have read his mind, gave the
question its voice.
"So how did the two of you meet?"
"University," Lady Cardiff replied. "On a
registration queue at Cambridge. Ours was an
alphabetical destiny. Cardiff? Cassadine? I was
ahead of him even then." She tossed a daring
look to the back of the man she teased and
seemed gratified to find him nodding in
agreement. "He took me beneath his wing and I
took him beneath mine. Feathers flew for
weeks."
"That they did," conceded Maxim, coming to
occupy the seat beside her. "It helped that
neither one of us was indigenous to Britain. The
culture, the society, the history - all of it
arrayed against us. We shared that challenge and
have gone on to share every challenge
since."
"Like us," Emily exclaimed, lifting her head
from the crook of her prince's arm. "I like to
think our challenges make us stronger. They
bring out the best in us, the most worthy and
noble parts. Nikolas and I have found there's
nothing we can't defeat if we face it
side-by-side. If we confront it together. If
we're true to our hearts."
Nikolas met her earnest gaze and tipped his
chin, calling for a kiss. She delivered her lips
briefly, then withdrew with a contented sigh. He
turned back to his guests. "I understand you've
come to look into the circumstances surrounding
my uncle's death."
"I have," confirmed Maxim, swirling the tonic in
his glass. "Your relations are concerned, as you
must by now have guessed."
Emily's head cocked in confusion. "His
relations? What relations?"
"Oh, just those lesser Cassadines residing
overseas," he tossed off negligently. "Those of
us who make up the nothing he bemoans being
Prince of." He caught his host's eye with a sly
smile. "Every so often a quote or two flies its
way across the Atlantic. No one takes it
personally. We assume you refer to the empty
coffers of the Estate."
"My relations are concerned," Nikolas echoed,
his thoughts working to reorganize themselves in
the face of this information. "With what,
exactly? His crimes? His state of mind? The
disposition of the Estate? It's none of their
business. You can tell them the transition's
been made. Their empire is no longer subject to
the whims of a madman."
A brow arched as his guest absorbed those
invalidating words. "On the contrary, the fate
of your uncle is of great import to the family.
He was regent of The Empire for over twenty
years; steward of its holdings, master of its
bank, shepherd to its sheep. The effect of his
disappearance from the scene ripples throughout
Western Europe and can be felt as far away as
Mozambique. Reactions range from mild curiosity
to a sincerely desperate despair. Questions have
been raised. Repeatedly. In the absence of
answers a council was formed
"
"There's a council, now?" Nikolas
retorted, disentangling himself from the arms of
his wife to address this outrage. "I'm the
Prince of the Cassadine. That's not an
honorary title. I don't answer to anyone. Not
you, not the family, and certainly not to a
council convened without my knowledge to
contest the decisions I make."
"Do not misunderstand me," Maxim relayed in a
wholly deferential and soothing tone. "No one
seeks to impugn your authority. No one seeks to
challenge you. A Cassadine has been declared
dead, Nikolai Stavrosovich. You can't think the
family, however distantly related, would fail to
take issue with this. I would add that Stefan
Cassadine, as miserable a man as you may have
found him and as he may most certainly have
been, was nevertheless diligent in his efforts
to keep the family abreast of events as they
occurred in this far-flung town of Port Charles,
New York. That's right," he averred, noting his
prince's interest in this fresh fact. "He kept
us informed. Barely so. Just enough to prevent
us from intruding in your life to ask what I'm
sure he felt would be a litany of pointlessly
invasive questions. He was our link. Our
connection. That connection was severed over a
year ago, leaving nothing in its wake but a
highly-suspicious silence. You did not call. You
did not write. And, no, we did not disappear. A
council was formed and a man selected to
investigate the matter. A man close to your age
who speaks your language and bears enough common
blood to interact with you, should it prove
necessary, without risk of aristocratic affront.
I am that man, a man you would commonly refer to
as one of the cousins. And I am here not to
dispute you or debate you or disrupt your life
in any way, but merely to gather whatever
information is available to ease the minds of
your kin."
"You're not buying any of this garbage, are
you?"
Lady Cardiff was on her feet instantly. Emily
swung her head around while Maxim's eyes simply
rose to meet those of the man now leaning
against the mantelpiece, the shadow of a tunnel
door closing discreetly behind his back.
Nikolas, having immediately recognized the
voice, was trying his hardest not to wince.
"Lucky," he announced in a tone that stretched
for enthusiasm, yet somehow missed the mark. "To
what do we owe the pleasure?"
"There's a new Cassadine in town. Did you think
I was going to miss this?"
"Would you like to stay for dinner?" Emily asked
hopefully.
"No. No, he would not," informed her husband,
rising to his feet. "Lucky Spencer, permit me to
introduce my guests, Maximillian
Cassadine and Lady Esme Cardiff." He knew it was
too much to hope his brother would catch the
proprietary emphasis. Lucky's assumptions were
on the run. It would take an anvil falling from
the sky to knock him off his stride. Maybe
two.
"Maximillian," drawled his brother, taking stock
of the man as he rolled the name carefully
across his tongue. "So where do you fit in the
pecking order? Mikkos? Victor? Tony? A love
child of Helena's? Whose get are you?"
"That's enough," Nikolas charged, offended not
so much by the question but the purposeful
vulgarity in which it was housed. "He's a
distant cousin, Lucky. I have a lot of them, you
know. Enough to populate the nightmares of you
and your father combined. Let it go."
His brother whirled around in a flash. "I can't
believe you're falling for this. Again!
They're poison and you know it!"
"Now Lucky
" began Emily, bouncing from the
sofa to his side in an attempt to smooth over
this fraternal dispute.
"Now nothing, Em. You of all people
should recognize the kind of threat these vipers
pose! His uncle tried to throw you off a cliff!
His grandmother sent a spider to finish off the
job. She put a curse on your marriage and used
every trick in the book to make you believe it
was real. She burned down a church, for
chrissake! What's it going to take for the both
of you to realize the farther you stay away from
this family the longer you get to live?"
His fury now fired to a fever pitch, he turned
on Maxim. "You have questions, do you?
Want to do a little digging? Maybe revive a
corpse or two? I wouldn't put it past you. The
Cassadines are notorious around here for their
countless, cozy little reenactments of Night
of the Living Dead. Why don't you do us all
a favor this time around and just rent the
movie? No," he seethed, spitting his contempt.
"I have a better idea. You've got questions you
need answered, why don't you just ask me? That's
right. I'll tell you anything you want to know.
But that's not going to work for you, is it?
You've got other ideas. I haven't met a
Cassadine yet who didn't have some sick plan
snaking up his sleeve. You want us to believe
you're on the up-and-up? Okay, prove it. Ask
away, Maximoto. Throw me a few of those
questions your fellow vampires need the answers
to. And don't be afraid of the curveballs. My
swing covers the plate."
Maxim looked past this posturing bulk of
antagonism and into the eye of his host, who
appeared content to let the challenge stand.
"Very well, Mr. Spencer," he allowed, passing
his drink to his companion and pressing his
palms to the arms of his chair to lever himself
from its seat. "They may seem a little mundane
for your impressively dramatic taste, but I do
have a question or two for you."
Lucky's chest swelled, his stance bristling with
self-righteousness. "Fire away,
cousin."
Maxim met the gaze of his opposer, his
expression mild, his tone bordering on rank
indifference as the query flowed. "I'd be
interested to know whether you categorize Stefan
Cassadine's death as murder or assisted suicide?
And, if you would be so kind, could you share
the reasoning behind your tenacious
determination to drive a clearly unstable man
straight to the brink of death? Was it your
intent that he die, or did your father take the
matter out of your hands?"
Silence engulfed the room; a palpable tension
mounting on the back of his carefully-phrased
question as all digested its gist. Nikolas
gripped his brother's shoulder, holding back his
response. Maxim took note of this and nodded,
his lips pursing thoughtfully.
"Well, perhaps that question's a little too
close to home. A tangential event, then. Dr.
Cameron Lewis. He saved your life at the cost of
his own, yes? The Port Charles Hotel fire. He
pushed you from beneath a burning beam and took
the brunt of it himself. If you would, could you
describe your experience as an active member of
the task force that killed his son approximately
one month later? What were your thoughts as you
watched Zander Smith fall in a hail of gunfire?
What were your feelings? Did you think of his
father in that moment, or was he simply an
ancillary concern? Or did he cross your mind at
all?"
Maxim blinked languidly, his patience plain as
the darkest of clouds arrived to overhang the
evening. Such a sea of stormy countenance, such
a tempest of impending tirade. Mrs. Landsbury's
clearing of her throat, when it came, pealed
like thunder.
"Dinner is served."
Russian Translation:
"May I?" Maxim inquired, lifting the
large black folio from where he'd set it on the
desk.
If his host was taken aback by this slip into
the ancient introductory ritual, he did not show
it. "Please," the prince permitted,
drawing straight to a formal pose.
"My respects, Nikolai Stavrosovich. Allow me
to introduce myself. My name is Maximillian
Cassadine. I have a small present for you."
The folio, balanced flat atop the ten tips of
his fingers, was proffered with a curt nod of
his head and a subtle click of his heels.
The gift was accepted with respect. "Welcome,
Maximillian. Thank you for your gift."
Poetic Attributions (The Introductory
Lines):
Chapter 13 - from Question In A Field, by
the poet Louise Bogan.
Chapter 14 - from Lagoonal Calendar, by
the poet Aime Cesaire.
Chapter 15 - from "Why is this age
worse
?" by the poet Anna
Akhmatova.
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