In the Shadow of the
Twilight Kingdom
By
Christa
They took his medallion from him. It hung
there, a glistening gold weight, leaving
his neck bare. He cringed in spite of
himself, feeling as if he had committed a
great sin by relinquishing it. But there
was no one to scold him, or shoot him
sternly disapproving looks. His guardians
were gone.
His rings were next. The signet ring his
uncle had given him on his eighteenth
birthday, which had left its mark on his
finger. The wedding ring Emily slipped on
his finger several days earlier, which had
not. His grandfather's watch. His custom
tailored clothes traded for orange
coveralls made of inferior cloth.
Layer by layer, they stripped him of every
item that distinguished him from the rest
of the rabble in this cage.
His family could trace its line back into
the dim pages of history for close to a
thousand years. Generation after
generation, the stories of their lives and
deeds recorded and passed down to their
descendants. He didn't remember a great
deal about the time he spent in his
grandmother's care before his uncle took
control of the family, but he remembered
the hall lined with portraits of his
ancestors and even further back the family
crests and shields. Tangible reminders
that his family had left their mark on the
world for centuries and would do so for
centuries to come. Or so she told him.
His wife told him he was different. He
wasn't a Cassadine like the rest of them.
But he wondered if she truly understood
how hard they tried to mark him as their
own. Perhaps it was uniquely American,
this ability to create and shed identities
in the blink of an eye.
For a time, he'd believed he could win
because his uncle had won. Like them, just
a fierce in defense of the line, but with
a fierceness tempered by his love for him,
for his sister. His uncle had raised him
to be a different sort of Cassadine. To
transform the authority his ancestors
wielded so ruthlessly with a lighter
hand.
Then his uncle fell.
He hadn't wanted to believe it. Hadn't
wanted to know Stefan was as helpless
against the call of blood as the rest,
betraying what he had taught him because
how could he do otherwise, as a
Cassadine?
Nikolas had vowed to walk away. He'd had
his fill of the twisted web of betrayals,
revenge and the relentless drive to
conquer that spurred the rest of them on.
He would keep his distance from the
family, take his refuge in this new
world.
It was easier to fight them here, when he
lived every moment in the shadow of his
family's failures, the memories smothering
the stone walls. He found and lost all his
parents in this place. His mother. The
father he wanted and the father he didn't.
And the victims piled up in the wreckage
along the way. Katherine. Chloe. Lucky,
who managed to survive. Gia. Summer.
Lydia. They were the talisman he used to
ward off the ghosts that pulled him
towards them.
In the end they had won. He'd let the
madness take him and she was gone. But how
much could they expect from the heir and
son of men and women with so much blood on
their hands?
He'd surprised her, he knew that. She
hadn't expected him to lunge for her as
the knife fell away. He could see it now,
her hand reaching out in a desperate
attempt to save herself. The choked cry as
she went over the edge should have haunted
him, but it was the look in her eyes that
stayed with him. Dawning approval and
respect as her lips curved up in a smile
at the man he'd never wanted to be.
He went to the police the next day,
despite his attorney's pleas. Reasonable
doubt, they cried. What did he have to
lose from a trial? They didn't understand.
The rest of them flaunted the law with
impunity, hiding behind their lawyers,
secure in the knowledge they could escape
the fumbling embrace of justice. Not him.
He would confess. He would do what
no Cassadine in his right mind would do -
offer to stand before a court and let them
decide if he was guilty or innocent.
Whether he deserved to pay for his crime.
Whatever the decision, he would acquiesce.
And then he would be free. She was done
toying with his life.
Do you love your uncle, dear boy?
Then watch as I take away the
foundation on which he built his
life
the belief that you were his
son.
Watch me bring the Cassadine Empire to its
knees, twisting him into knots over the
fate of the legacy he guarded for so many
years.
What next
what else is there to take
away to make you bend to my will?
Your sanity? Your freedom? Your
wife?
He'd sat in the solitary cell, waiting for
transport to the prison, and the stillness
and the silence washed over him like a
gift. Somehow he had reached the point
where he was so accustomed to relentless
crisis, one after another like clockwork,
that there was something freeing about
being in a place where he had no
responsibility to anyone but himself.
Then the gates of the prison clicked shut
behind him. The guards walked him down the
aisle towards his cell, and he felt the
eyes on him. Cool. Assessing. Probing for
weakness. The thought swam in the back of
his brain
This is a
mistake.
Twenty four hours later, he had survived
his first day in prison, eating food Mrs.
Landsbury wouldn't have bothered to throw
to the dogs, sleeping in a cell smaller
than his closet at home on a mattress that
was most likely infested with creatures he
did not care to contemplate. The only
comforting discovery of the day was that
the prison was blessed with a library, as
pitiful as its holdings were.
His cellmate, Tony, who claimed to have
killed a man in a bar brawl, treated his
arrival with bored indifference, warning
him quietly to trust no one. Later that
evening, he overheard someone else say
Tony was in for auto theft, not murder. No
escape from the lies, even in this
place.
He supposed the confrontation was
inevitable, the testing everyone in this
place endured from the guards and their
fellows. He hadn't expected it to come so
soon. Or so brutally.
On his way back from the laundry room, he
ran into two men who didn't care that he
could buy and sell them a thousand times
over or that members of his family had sat
on thrones in seven countries in Europe.
All they saw was a new face. And he was in
their way.
He tried to avoid their taunts, but one of
them moved in front of him, blocking his
path.
"You think I'm scared of you kid, because
you killed a little old lady?"
He shouldn't have laughed. But the idea of
Helena Cassadine as a helpless victim was
so absurd, he couldn't help it.
The other man's face darkened and he had
only a moment to realize how completely
the rules had changed before a fist
smashed into his gut. He gasped for air,
stunned as the wind was knocked out of
him, but more stunned by the blow itself.
He couldn't remember the last time someone
had dared to lay a hand on him in
anger.
He didn't have the luxury to dwell on his
shock for long, as the fist came back
towards him, aiming for his head.
Long-buried reflexes had him parrying the
next blow. His eyes darted around, looking
for rescue, but there was none. No
bodyguards rushing to his aid. He was
alone.
The next blow had him tasting blood. He
dodged again, scrambling back and landed a
lucky blow, but was shoved across the room
and lost his footing. He rolled to dodge
another hit, but there was little room for
evasion. Fear, pain and anger mingled
together and his jaw clenched.
The smart thing to do would have been to
back down, submit before the man who
outweighed him by a good 20 kilos, and
play for time. But there was too much of
his ancestors' blood left in him to permit
surrender. He let the anger take him and
he lashed out, striking blindly, and
paying the price for his attempt.
Then his opponent made a mistake, a simple
mistake, but he knew exactly how to
counter it and he struck, as he had been
taught. Suddenly his uncle's admonishments
about letting anger cloud his judgments
clicked into place. He allowed himself a
breath to clear his head, then fought as
he had been trained, with cold
calculation, letting the other man's anger
goad him into mistakes he shouldn't have
made. Then he pounced, relentlessly
hammering home his advantage until the
other man lay broken and bleeding on the
floor, his friend crouched by his side
with a look of fear.
He should have felt something as he stared
down at the body and the guards finally
rushed in. But the emotions he had
ruthlessly purged from his head during the
fight refused to return. Instead, he found
himself answering the questions put to him
with a cool detachment that only inflamed
the guards more.
"Arrogant little punk," one of them
muttered. "You won't be so cocky when his
other friends get their hands on you."
They held a hurried consultation with
their supervisor. Nikolas thought he heard
the word attorney and he felt his lips
twist up in grim amusement that even in
this place, he was not free from ties from
his old life.
"Solitary confinement for you, Cassadine,"
one of the guards snapped finally. "Let's
see how you like being alone in the
dark."
This time he held back the laughter that
threatened to spill out from his battered
lips. They thought they could threaten him
with a lack of light, like they would a
child, afraid of the dark. Did they have
any idea of what he'd already survived?
Were they truly that ignorant?
They threw him in the cell, with only a
glimmer of light shining through the slit
in the doorway connecting him to the
outside world. Others might have sought
shelter in the pool of light streaming
into the cell. Not him. He backed away,
towards the darkest part of the room and
looked away, waiting for his eyes to
adjust to the dimness, focusing on his
breath. Ground and center. One breath
after another. Then exhaustion took over
and he surrendered to sleep.
When he woke it was night. The pools of
darkness were broken by fainter shadows,
and he groped blindly around the cell,
searching for his bearings. His knuckles
scraped the brick wall and he swore. There
was a small mattress bed in the corner,
and he wrapped the thin blanket around his
body, shivering.
This wasn't supposed to be his life. He
could remember Alexis and Stefan's
impassioned debate over whether he would
benefit more from an education at Harvard
or Oxford. Neither of them had bothered to
solicit the opinion of the eight year old
child whose future they were determining.
After his schooling, he was to begin to
take over the day-to-day running of the
estate, under his uncle's tutelage, making
the rounds to visit Cassadine relatives
ensconced in various European capitals.
They had no doubt imagined he would take a
wife from among the aristocracy, further
ennobling the Cassadine name by
association.
He had chosen to walk away from that life,
willingly and gladly. But this was hardly
the new future he'd imagined for himself,
however, stuck in this dismal cell,
wondering if his best hope for
companionship in would be a bug or a rat.
He shook his head in wonderment. How had
he come to this place?
"Unpleasant, isn't it?"
He froze, eyes darting around in the
darkness. He was alone. He was certain he
was alone.
"Now you've only been here a few hours.
Imagine surviving for twenty years like
this."
The voice was impossibly familiar.
"This isn't real," he whispered to
himself. The hunger, the exhaustion; it
was simply his mind playing tricks on
him.
"If you believe my mother capable of
laying a curse on your wife, why should my
presence give you pause?"
"Maybe I'm going mad," Nikolas said
slowly, weighing the idea carefully.
"Well, you wouldn't be the first of us,"
the voice replied unsympathetically.
"I don't suppose you would be willing to
go away?"
"But you summoned me, Nikolas."
"No I didn't."
"Ah, but you did."
His father appeared before him, his frame
shrouded in darkness, but lounging against
the wall with the easy arrogance he
remembered all too well. "How else could I
be here?"
Nikolas closed his eyes, hoping sheer
force of will could banish him. If he had
summoned him, which was impossible, surely
he had the power to banish him. He opened
his eyes to find his father gazing at him
sardonically.
"At least my captors were more attentive
to my welfare than yours appear to
be."
"What do you want with me?"
Stavros lifted a brow. "Shouldn't that be
my question to you?"
"I don't want you here," Nikolas said
forcefully, hoping his subconscious would
take the hint and start cooperating. "I
hate you."
"You've mentioned that before. And yet,
here I am."
Perhaps this was his grandmother's idea of
revenge, sending the father he hated to
haunt him. But as soon as he considered
the idea, he discarded it. If his
grandmother wanted to haunt him, she would
do it herself. It was one task he felt
certain she would refuse to delegate. He
closed his eyes and feigned sleep for
several minutes, occupying his mind with
Russian and Greek verb conjugations his
tutors used to force him to recite. But it
was no use. His father remained.
"Are you sure you can't you just go away?
I have nothing to say to you. We have
nothing in common
" His voice trailed
off and his father's eyes gleamed.
"Pray, continue," Stavros prompted, his
voice deceptively soft. "You were saying
we had nothing in common. You hated me for
hurting your mother, how should I feel now
that you've killed mine?"
"She was trying to kill my wife."
"And so you eliminated her. An eye for an
eye."
His tone was faintly approving, and
Nikolas flinched. "I thought you cared for
her."
"I loved her," Stavros said flatly. "And
she adored me. But I would have killed her
without hesitation should the situation
have required it. She would have expected
nothing less."
"Forgive me for not matching your ease
with matricide."
"I would forgive you the murder before I
would forgive you your confession,"
Stavros said acidly. "What were you
thinking?"
"There were witnesses," Nikolas retorted.
"Unlike with your crimes."
"And that's supposed to be a point in your
favor?"
"I was guilty. I admitted it. What else
would you have me do?"
"What would I have you do?" Stavros
demanded incredulously. "You think I would
have you, the Cassadine prince, submit to
the judgment of lesser men? That you would
give them freely an admission they should
not have been able to wring from you, no
matter how desperately they tried? Have
you learned Nothing?"
His voice rose, crackling with fury. "Do
you have the vaguest idea of what it means
to rule? The law is an instrument to be
bent to our will, not us to
its."
"Don't you understand?" Nikolas cried. "I
will never be your prince.
Never."
For a moment his father looked angry
enough to strike him, and Nikolas almost
took a step back before caught himself. He
was not a child, he told himself sternly,
flinching at shadows in the dark. But this
shadow was imbued with all the power of
his nightmares. Even though his mind knew
he had to be dead, his instincts were
still screaming loudly for him to walk
with care around this ghost. Particularly
when he was watching him in such a cold,
calculating manner.
"So...," Stavros said thoughtfully. "Not
stupidity but revenge." He shook his head
and chuckled softly. "And you claim you're
not a Cassadine."
"No. It wasn't like that
" Nikolas
began in reflexive denial then trailed off
as his father smiled knowingly.
"So tell me, my boy. Who is left to gaze
in horror on your magnificent
revenge?"
His head throbbed, and even as the
justifications and excuses swirled around
on the surface, underneath the doubt crept
in. Slowly. Insidiously. Planted there as
only a Cassadine could.
"If you think she would hate to see you
penned in this cage like an animal, you're
correct," Stavros allowed. "But the price
seems rather high to prove a point to
someone who is beyond your reach."
Nikolas wrapped his arms around his chest,
trying to shut out his words. Who was his
father to pretend like he understood what
motivated him? His father was a monster,
whatever good he had in him had been
twisted past all hope of redemption. They
were nothing alike. He could still feel
guilt. Remorse. There was no doubt in his
mind Stavros Cassadine had never been
acquainted with either of those emotions.
So what happened earlier, a voice
in the back of his head prompted slyly.
Where was your guilt when you beat that
man to a bloody pulp? It was
different, he protested. The man attacked
him. He wasn't like his father. He was
nothing like him.
"Nothing like you," he muttered under
his breath. "Nothing."
"Say it as many times as you like,"
Stavros told him in a bored tone. "But I
wasn't the one who blackmailed Summer, or
left your wife's ex to die in a fire, shot
Mary or killed my mother."
"It was self-defense," Nikolas whispered.
"I didn't have a choice."
"But you did, didn't you?"
Nikolas closed his eyes. He had tried to
forget. But the same image that reappeared
in his dreams flashed before his eyes.
Emily was lying on the ground, hurt. His
grandmother, slipping over the edge of the
cliff, her hand reaching out towards him.
His own hand lifting towards her then
falling back down to his side. He told
himself he wouldn't have been able to
reach her in time. The truth was he never
even tried.
"She smiled at me like she was proud," he
said, his voice choked with self-loathing.
"She knew she was going to die, but she
looked so damn happy. Like she finally
won. Like I was truly a Cassadine."
"And you think allowing yourself to be
locked away will somehow remove the
taint?" Stavros sneered. "You think
choosing weakness will make you something
other than what you are? Weak or strong,
you're still one of us."
"I'm not a Cassadine," Nikolas cried
brokenly. "I won't be."
"You have no choice," Stavros told him
coldly. "It's in your blood. If you think
feigning weakness will protect you, you're
a fool. I tolerated the weak ones, the
hangers-on, as my father did before me for
one simple reason. They could be
used."
His smile became vicious and Nikolas
recoiled from the venom in his tone. He
shut his eyes, trying to conjure up the
image of his life outside these bars.
Emily, in all her innocence, but she
simply smiled sadly at him and her image
slipped away from him, dispelled by his
father's relentless words.
"The weak ones didn't bother to hide their
vulnerabilities. Were too frightened to
present a real challenge to a
true Cassadine," Stavros gaze
flicked to him, his eyes boring into him
mercilessly and he closed his eyes to try
and escape that awful gaze. "I used them
and discarded them as I chose for my ends.
Never for theirs. Walking away from power
will not free you from its grasp."
"Leave him alone."
The command rang out in a voice so
fiercely protective, it shattered him as
nothing else could.
He lifted his gaze, blinking back tears at
the sight of the figure who placed himself
between him and his father. "Uncle."
"Nikolas."
His smile was gentle and loving, his eyes
free from the worried shadows that always
seemed to lurk at the corners. For a
moment, Nikolas allowed himself to bask in
the warmth of his regard like a child.
"You would defend him," Stavros muttered,
seemingly more annoyed than angry. "Your
coddling has brought us to this
place."
"I tried to protect him."
"You protected him from the truth about
who he is."
Stefan ignored him, his attention focused
on his nephew as he took in the bruised
face, the bloodied lip and the sterile
emptiness of the cell. Sorrow transformed
his features in a heartbreakingly familiar
way. "Nikolas, you did what was necessary.
It cannot change who you are if you refuse
to allow it to do so."
"I could have let them arrest her,"
Nikolas protested half-heartedly, even as
he yearned for absolution. "With my
testimony and Emily's, she would be behind
bars."
"Bars that have never held her for long.
You did what you needed to protect your
family. Better to end it, and end your
suffering."
"Much better," Stavros purred, circling
around to stand at his brother's side.
"It's what any one of us would have
done."
The truth of it chilled him, as the two
figures turned to confront each other, the
air between them crackling.
"He is, after all, the justification you
use for every crime," Stavros added
softly.
Stefan's eyes blazed. "I wanted more for
him."
"For him?" Stavros said softly. "Or for
yourself? What was it he told you
he
was an instrument for your ambitions, a
pawn for you to pressure and manipulate in
the furtherance of your own ends."
His smile thinned and Nikolas winced at
the harshness of his stolen words as his
uncle appeared to wither and fade under
the onslaught.
Stefan was silent, and Nikolas could feel
his gaze turn to him, heavy with
expectation. The blanket slipped slightly,
and he moved his hand as if to reach out
to him, but then stopped, wary. Which
Stefan had he conjured? The man who raised
him, guarding him from all the dangers
lurking outside their haven on the island,
or the man who cold-bloodedly ordered his
wife's death?
"Why did you bring him here, Nikolas?"
Stavros asked quietly. "What use to you is
he, a man who almost destroyed you?"
"I don't know," Nikolas whispered,
searching the man's face for answers to
the questions that he couldn't hide from
anymore. But as much as he loved his
uncle, the man had always been a mystery
to him, always buried everything he was
feeling under layer upon layers. "Maybe
because he loved me."
"I loved you," Stavros said roughly.
"Helena loved you. All of us loved
you."
"You loved the prince," Nikolas whispered.
"He loved me. He chose to stay with
me."
"With you or with the Cassadine
legacy?"
The softly voiced question fed the
tendrils of doubt planted earlier, as they
began to twist and twine around his heart.
Stefan's figure grew fainter, yet still he
remained silent.
"He showed you his true face before. You
owe him nothing. After all, how does he
differ from the rest of the monsters in
this family?"
Nikolas gazed at the man he loved like a
father, remembering long walks along the
beach as a child picking up seashells,
evenings spent pouring over his Greek
lessons, a lesson in table manners, when
Alexis moved the marble bust of Sophocles
to one of the elaborately set places and
declared Cassadines only dined with the
most erudite men and women.
I loved you because you were
Nikolas, not because you were mine.
You are life to me....sun, moon, and sea,
blood and breath.
All that is good in me comes from you.
You were the only light in my otherwise
miserable life.
Even as he remembered, he could see
Summer's body, crumpled on the ground.
Lydia stood beside her, bound and bruised.
Then Summer's head lolled to the side, and
the lifeless eyes staring back him were
Emily's. He closed his eyes and forced
himself to turn away and face his
father.
"Illusion," he whispered finally, his
voice thick with emotion. "He always
painted the most beautiful illusions
because he loved me."
Out of the corner of his eye, he watched
Stefan disappear as if released by his
words and he fought back the urge to cry
out and call him back.
"So why did you call me?"
Nikolas sighed and rested his head wearily
on the stone wall, contemplating the man
that gave him life. There was fear and
hate, but they were tepid emotions
compared to the whirlwind Stefan evoked.
And then it came to him. "With you, there
is nothing left to betray. I have no
hopes. No illusions."
Stavros' lips curved up in satisfaction,
then his shadow too began to fade. "Then I
wish you well in your new life, my son.
You'll find no illusions here."
Alone in the dark, Nikolas began to
tremble. Tears welled in his eyes as he
fought to choke back the sobs, but it was
no use. Alone in the dark and empty cell,
he wept for the life he left behind, for
the people he had lost.
Finally, his tears exhausted, he curled up
on the bed. It was better this way, he
consoled himself. If he remained in Port
Charles, he would only bring more
destruction in his wake, hurting those he
loved even more. He had been a fool to
think marriage would bind Emily to him,
for what woman would want to remain
married to a man trapped behind bars. It
would have been far kinder to let her go,
but her infectious optimism about their
future beguiled him. He exhaled deeply,
and let go of that illusion as well. His
sister, his brother and mother would go on
without him. Perhaps with him gone they
would find a way to become the family they
would have been, if not for his choice to
remain in Port Charles. With Helena gone,
the last obstacle was removed from the
path.
The stars were fading away at the first
light of dawn when he finally fell into a
restless sleep. He dreamt of the island
where he was born, men frozen in ice, and
his grandmother, in all her beautiful and
deadly glory. And he watched her fall,
time and time again. Not once did he move
to save her. His father stood on the bluff
beside him, like a predator, hovering for
the kill. And though he looked around for
his uncle, he could not find him
anywhere.
The sound of the key turning in the lock
woke him. A guard came in with a tray and
set it down on the floor near him, his
movements wary.
Nikolas stared at him, bemused by his
caution. Then he paused, as the events of
the previous day came back to him.
"Did he survive?" he asked abruptly,
wondering if they would bother to charge
him with another count of murder if the
man hadn't.
The guard gave him a suspicious glance.
"They both should have made it, but one of
them got up in the middle of the night
when the nurse left the room and managed
to break his neck. Someone got careless
and left a vial of morphine lying around
and the other OD'd. Probably an accident
too, but the warden ordered an
investigation."
Nikolas felt the color drain from his
face. Two accidents, the night they'd
attacked him. The probability it was a
coincidence was terrifyingly low. But the
guard wasn't finished with his story.
"Funny thing is, they were both close to
two guys in Block H. Those same two guys
happened to hang themselves with their own
sheets last night."
The man went on talking, promising him he
would be let out soon, but he barely heard
him. He sat on the ground, mechanically
eating the food he'd been brought, as his
mind fought its way to one inescapable
conclusion.
There was a soft noise behind him, like
the shuffle of a foot on the ground, and
when he turned he was unsurprised to see
his father lounging on the bed, the same
hateful smile on his face.
"She's alive, isn't she?"
The smirk deepened. "I thought you would
be happy. It's what you wanted, isn't it?
A witness for your revenge."
He pushed the plate away, unable to eat
another bite. The food tasted like ash in
his mouth. "She played me for a fool."
"It was a trap and you ran to it," Stavros
said unsympathetically. "Eagerly, I might
add."
He yearned to deny him, but he couldn't,
and it only added to his despair. How
delighted she must have been when she
learned of his decision to confess the
truth. How she must have chortled the day
he was sentenced. Had she had her hand in
the verdict? "She's destroyed my
life."
"Only because you let her," Stavros
retorted. "She won the first battle, and
you surrendered the war. A true Cassadine
would fight."
He opened his mouth, but the denial caught
in his throat. A true Cassadine. He had
never wanted to be a true Cassadine. But
even as he formulated the denial, his mind
was skipping ahead, considering how best
to weave a trap that would catch his foe.
His training was rusty, but his uncle had
schooled him well in strategy and tactics.
Unbidden the thought came, I want no
part of your legacy.
"Think of what she's capable of doing to
those you've left unguarded. Your wife,
the rest of your mongrel family is at her
mercy."
"Why do you care?" Nikolas asked in a low
voice. "Why aren't you cheering her on, if
you think I'm so weak and worthless?"
"She has chosen to wield her power for her
own selfish ends, without any regard for
the consequences to our family's legacy. I
want her stopped. To do that, I need you.
And you need me."
It was strange to hear words his uncle
might have spoken emerging from his
father's mouth. Perhaps he truly had gone
mad.
"It's your choice," Stavros told him
dispassionately. "You can resign yourself
to life as her pawn, or you can take your
place as the prince."
Nikolas closed his eyes. Was it hubris to
imagine he could succeed where so many
others had tried and failed? The woman was
like a cat with nine lives
every
time they thought they had her in their
grasp, she eluded them. She was
manipulative, ruthless. She had no
weaknesses
except for him. His mind
shied away from the thought, but it was an
emotional reaction. The part of his mind
capable of cold calculation roused itself,
considering the possibilities.
"I can't
" he protested
half-heartedly. "I can't."
His father was implacable.
"Prince or a puppet," Stavros repeated
harshly. "There is no other way. No other
way to save those you love. Even Stefan
knew the truth."
All his denials and evasions began to
crumble in the wake of his father's iron
certainty. His uncle had tried to spare
him this choice. But he was gone and lives
lay in the balance
Emily, Kristina,
Alexis, his mother and Lulu. He had left
his grandmother a veritable garden of
victims from which to choose.
Beneath the despair, anger smoldered. It
built slowly to fury, feeding on all the
disappointment, betrayals and pain
accumulated in his short life until the
fire was raging. The sunlight pierced
through the bars, bathing him in its
bright red glow. Nikolas gazed into his
father's eyes and let it consume him.
Epilogue
Sergei Lunev stood in the common area,
wondering who they would send to him this
time. Cousin, girlfriend, neighbor, it
didn't matter. He would transmit the
messages to his boss, and another
intermediary would let him know what the
reply should be. It was one way the
organization kept its leaders inside
informed.
To pass the time, he allowed his gaze to
travel around the room with idle
curiosity. The man with tattoos talking
with a harassed looking young woman with a
briefcase had to be a client with his
lawyer. The woman didn't look like she'd
be putting up with him if she wasn't
getting paid. Another couple sat close
together, the wife or girlfriend weeping
quietly.
Bored, he wandered towards the other side
of the room, where the young man who
always seemed to be alone was talking to
an older man, with white hair and a suit.
His ears pricked up as he heard the
snatches of conversation that sounded like
Russian. He frowned. Could the man be one
of theirs? No one in his cell block seemed
to know what his story was, but they had
all warned him to keep his distance. He
was dangerous.
Sergei's frown deepened as he studied the
man who had caught his eye. He didn't
appear to be dangerous. He was not a large
man, but well-muscled enough, he supposed.
But the largest man on their cell block
walked lightly around him. He inched
closer, his curiosity getting the better
of him.
"I think it should serve, but perhaps for
my wife's protection, the documents should
remain unsigned."
"As you wish. I will see to it."
They rose, the older man inclining his
head respectfully. He straightened and
Sergei found himself wondering if he had
been in the military. He had the posture
for it. And he seemed too self-possessed
to be a mere servant.
Then he caught a glimpse of his eyes, and
he felt a chill go down his spine. The
eyes pierced through him with a deadly
coldness he knew all too well. He'd seen
it in the eyes of his first trainer. The
man manipulated his charges with all the
ruthless efficiency and necessary cruelty
the KGB required of him.
The man brushed past him, and after a few
deep breaths, he had control of himself
again, His curiosity was raging though. He
ran an assessing gaze over the young man
sitting with self-possessed calm, waiting
for the guards to remove him from the
visiting area. He didn't seem frightening,
and so he ventured another few steps
forward.
"Pardon me, but you seem familiar to me.
Have we met?"
The man lifted his eyes to his face and
Sergei felt his breath catch in his
throat. How could someone so young have
the older man's eyes?
"I doubt it."
The amount of arrogance injected into
three simple words was impressive, as was
the underlying command. But Sergei had not
achieved his current position without
developing a fascination with power, in
all its deadly forms. So he chose to stand
his ground.
"Are you sure? I am Sergei Lunev."
"And I am Nikolai Stavrossovich
Kassadin."
Nikolas smiled thinly as the other man
paled and backed away without another
word. The guards arrived moments later. He
stretched out his hands to be bound,
vowing this charade would come to an end
soon. Already they were closing in on
Helena. His men had their orders
she
was to be apprehended, alive if possible.
But if not, he would make allowances.
Either way, he would be free. The guards
secured the cuffs around his wrists, with
as much deference as they could muster
towards one who was in their keeping. One
man made as if to touch him and he cowed
him with a glance, his hand falling away,
as Nikolas rose. He walked down the
corridor, the guards trailing him like an
entourage, and he could feel the ghost of
his father hovering around his shoulders,
finally satisfied.
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